Hiya!
Here's a new blog post again because im just so overwhelmed by everything these days!! Oh my gosh, can you believe it, 8 weeks of PPP has just gone by.. and Here I am already missing all the fun times we had as an Oppai. Because One boob will never leave the other right? :)

Im just having T05 withdrawal symptoms alot these days hahaha omg I suck. Anyway, we had a closing ceremony camp thingy and it was really fun! Especially the water games huehue. Everything was fun tho. Especially the haunted house. I thought that was quite well done! Well, at least for the video part. I thought it would be much scarier but luckily it isnt I guess HAHAHA . That last room though. I was genuinely scared by that. The voices, the masks, I guess its because it reminds me of clowns. I hate clowns so yea.. Surprising how I like characters such as Hisoka and Jester since they are both clowns LOL. But anywayyyy Im just really grateful to the DPAIG who planned this camp, where we could spend our last moments as an official class. Im not as upset because I know T05 will surely meet up again! Why? Because we are awesome hehehe I love you allllll

Then there was J-ob as well! To be honest I wasnt very excited about it because I was still having T05 withdrawal symptoms HAHAHA. But it was fun! I meet alot of people I havent met in a looooong time omg. I miss you all! My wig was way too small and parts of my wig cap was visible omg so annoying ahaha omg. I was cosing Matsuoka Gou. I had a Rin as well (Alexander) But I pangseh-ed him most of the time HAHAHA DAMN GUILTY SIA OMG but yah im so used to sticking with my hubby that I .. well, neglected Alexander hahahaha omg sorry bro if youre reading this hahaha . But it was super fun although it was damn hot!

Let me just end this post with a Haiku from "Way of the samurai - The eye of the Dragon"

Letting go a fart - 

It doesnt make you laugh 

when you live alone

Hey ya guys!

Another blog post from me! HAHAHA YAY! So recently I have been in school or working. So I pretty much am very busy and dont have much time for myself. So since I have some time now, I might as well update right?

To be honest, these days have been very fun and hectic for me and I guess its because of my period (It just ended yay!) and because of that, I experienced a Whirlwind of emotions. And that isnt nice at all. So pretty much I have been an emotional bitch last week HAHAHA.

Okay soooo yea my emotions are in a turmoillll . I like this guy but Im like trying my best to forget him HAHA LOL. To think I said that I dont want to like anyone hais. Okay lah i admit this boy is hot and cute and MEGANE (at times) and others but if I say too much it'll be too obvious (not like its obvious enough pffft) But yah Im trying my best to forget him. Of course he's a nice boy but like.. I cant.. I just cant . Especially when I dont even know whether he likes me back. No. Im not gonna get hurt over a boy again. Never again. But he's really a dear.. and sweet.. and all.. ugh stop thinking of him meri

Okay so uhm on Wednesday I went to RWS with the business people for the business exposure programme! The reason why we were able to go to RWS is probably because the business segment we were doing is HTM and LRM, which involves tourism hence we went to a tourist site I guess. Either way, it was really fun! Together with my group - The Senators, we went around together and tried to complete the race. Our task in RWS was to complete something like an amazing race around Sentosa and can I just say that Sentosa is huge? HAHAHA. I didnt know there were so many hotels there too omg. They all look so cool and had their own themes! Like for example Hard Rock Hotel, it obviously have a jazzy kind of theme to it and may I just say that it is Beautiful! I would really love to spend a night at each of the hotels in RWS once.. They all look so nice!

Hmmm... I cant really remember much from the other days but what I do know is that team Oppai in business take selfies everytime we are together :) I really miss all of us together.. I miss Jack I miss Qi :( Most of all I miss all of us singing or doing something wierd or having a class excursion and stuff. Ya know? All these memories are so precious. I think I miss our togetherness. Because thats what encouraged us to go on.

Also, I've been reading this wattpad story called "The Robber Knight" and can I just say that is it AMAZING. I really love that book and Im currently at "The Robber Knight's love", which is the sequel of TRK. I'm still waiting for updatessssss. I can't wait to read the next chapter!! Of course I'm in team #Reuben. This story is set in the midieval times where there were knights and Ladies in courts, Counts, and jesters and so on. So uhm this story revolves around a Lady - Lady Ayla and Sir Reuben, who is a robber knight. Rob (the author) did not really touch much on Sir Reuben's past and I really do wonder what happened to make him like how he is right now, which is a robber knight. What actually happened to make him abandon his honour? And what happened to his past love? Why did he swear not to love anymore? Those are questions which are still unanswered. So yah. It's a great book! Book 1 is completed (obviously) and book 2 is stilll in progress. there are currently 6 chapters.

That should be all for today! I should really start on my reflection now.. Till next time!

Meri

Hey ya guys!

Its been awhile since I've last blogged! I've been really busy lately with all the presentations and moving in and out of the dorms and all.. Well I would have updated when I was residing in the dorm but why waste time blogging when you can have the company of your friends around you all night right? hehe

Sadly, the two weeks of residential stay @ TP GCV are over and I really miss living there already .. The girls were amazing and I've always like the part where we start doing heart shapes to the boys in the opposite, late night bitching sessions etc. T05 rocks! I'd certainly miss the day we shopped for groceries and when we went out together as a group to Ikea for dinner and went to Giant afterwards to do our grocery shopping! Can I just empathsize on how amazing To5.. or rather, team Oppai is?! Words cannot describe how much I love each and everyone of them! I love how bonded all of us are, and how we are always there for each other, cheering each other up and so on. Especially during times where there are competitions and all. I certainly had the most fun I ever had in my life with this group of amazing people!

My dorm mates? Well, theres only one word to describe them - AMAZING. Can I just gush over how I have the best dormies (dormmates) ever? Thanks to them, the two weeks in which we had to stay in the dorms, flew by really quickly. Because of them, I've never felt happier. Of course! There's Xiaoqi and Jack too, but I'll talk about my dormmates first! I shared an apartment with Rae, Ang Lyn and Jee. Can I just say how hyper they are?! There is never a boring moment in our dorm, especially because the other girls would come over to lepak at our dorm too :3 I really wish this stay wouldn't end.. It was a perfect 2 weeks! All the funny moments, the pictures of us, I hold them dearly to my heart. Maybe when I'm older, I may have forgotten you guys, but just remember that deep down, I treasure us, I treasure all the moments we had ( Omg i sound so mushy eeeee) That cup we all bought in Giant? I'm gonna use it everyday! As a toast to us, our friendship xD

On to Jack and Xiaoqi! These two, are the cutest people I've ever met <3 Much love to both of you! I really never thought I would find another person who loved the Gazette in TP, much less in DPA. Also, thank you for bring able to handle me and all the nonsense I bring along with me.. AND HOW I RETARDIFY EVERY SONG HAHAHAHAHA WELL, BECAUSE IM AWESOME THAT WAY RIGHT (BHB alert) . Jack, my dear JAKKU san, and Xiaoqi,  thank you everything. Sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, I love you two so much, I cannot bear to just cut off ties like that, must stay in touch okay? Ohhhh and of course, thanks jack for your jacket.. your cap.. AND THE CAMWHORES IN YOUR PHONE AHAHAHAHA Dont delete ok

Oh and today! DPA next top model 2014 ! CONGRATS TO BEAUTIFUL RAE AND HANDSOME WAYNE FOR WINNING IT IM SO PROUD OF YOU GUYS OMG !! MUCH SASS, VERY CONFIDENT,SUCH FLAWLESS. And Rae, you and your scooter! HAHAHAHA DAMN ADORABLE PLS <3

Well, today's post is pretty much full of love and happiness and I just wanna end it with a group picture!

Steamboat night @ Sky terrace <3 

Xiaoqi and Jack

Sorority Girls 

Of course I gotta end with a #throwback selfie :3

Simply because this song popped in my head

Hey guys!

I havent been updating recently because well, Poly started and Im having the most fun (and work) in my life! Everyone are awesome! There are really so much to say and I really dont know where to start!

Okay lemme just start with my favourite people hehe Xiaoqi and Jack! I swear they're really awesome! XQ loves KnB TOO XBSJHBVCDHSJCNH YAY AND BOTH LIKES HXH YAY

Oh yes did I mention that I saw the HxH Last mission in the theatres with them with Umar and Siew Li too? hehehe omg HISOKA DO NOT HAVE ENOUGH SCENES OK. IM NOT HAPPY AT THAT. Its been so long since I've seen Siew Li and omg i missed her soooo much <3 Okay so anyway the villian was super hot ok hehehehe his eyes <3 hnnnngh HISOKA ARGH HIS VOICE <3 Can someone please make a Hisoka Ringtone and send it to me I'll love you forever hehehe

Okay so the presentations and tests are ALL coming soon and Im here like "whut whut whut whut" . It seems like only yesterday that we were attempting high elements and having lots of fun! Well Im still having lots of fun and all but like.. TESTS AND PRESENTATIONS ARE SUCHA  BURDEN HMPH .

Theres so much to say but i really dont know what to highlight and all, but theres this cutie who's now my eyecandy HOHOHO he's super kind and adorbs ( I dont think I like him in that way though)

Omg talking about that I really forgot what its like to love somebody.. or like somebody.. I mean, there isnt any guys who give me any sparks as of now. But it's very unrealistic because.. I mean there wont actually be sparks mah.. you know what I mean? I do love the whole concept of loving someone but I dont like the concept of liking someone because of the fact that I love the concept of a relationship and not them.. I feel it would be unfair to the other party so thats kinda why I dont wanna love/like BUT I really want someone i can call "mine" hahah yes theres always Ker <3

OMG WHY DID THE BLOG SUDDENLY GET SO NEGATIVE EEEEE NEGATIVE PPL SUCK OK BYE HAHAHA

So..

Heres another post again. I know i know, yesterday i had an episode of rage, today is one of stress. Sometimes I dont understand why I still update my blog.. i mean, the blog craze is already over, and that being said, me having a blog is like.. me being outdated. Idk. Im never really up to date anyway .

So Im starting poly (real lessons) soon right? To be honest i really dont know what to expect. That being said, Im scared. IM REALLY SCARED. Because I cannot slack off like how I did and concentrate on floorball. I cannot afford to do this AT ALL. I need to work hard from the start to the beginning and I dont foresee that as a very easy journey at all. To be honest, after seeing all the seniors worrying over project deadlines and all, I do get afraid. What if I cant? What if i cant finish those projects on time? I would get a bad grade and.. it would pull down my results drastically. You know, sometimes I wish i could be as strong as Kerry, all pretty and clever and just someone I cannot be no matter how much I try. I'm jealous of her steadfastness, how she handles situations well while I just have a tendency of worrying my mind off mindless things that maybe one day, I may go crazy. I dont know, maybe if that happens, it might be for the best? For me that is. 3.8 GPA... ugh how would i even manage to get that high score? I hope it would all work out for me somehow. Im sure it would.

Ya know, Im really tempted to just close the blog and not talk about how my life suck atm, how my life rocks at the other moment and stuff. Its like letting someone in, into the intimate depths of my soul, my brain. How much of a coward I actually am and how much of a failure I am. Anger management, unattractive, fat, ugly. And all that stuff. But then again this is also my release. So yah its good for me too, to not keep my feelings in too much. I have a tendency of doing that, and that is not good... Im happy, but im sad too. Im neutral, but im angry too. So many conflicting feelings... One moment im really happy another moment im really irritable.

Is my period coming? ;w; Why am I so emotional these days

So today, was overwhelming. Very overwhelming. It was the B girls first match against Canberra. As far as I remembered, We'd never lost to canberra before. Except well, today. So I guess its pretty overwhelming in that sense. I think the whole thing came as a shock for me but I think theres alot to do but I think our only problem now is time. Its difficult to settle all this by next thursday, which is their next match.

I was really pissed off at the lack of support from the team members and the lack of defense to care for my poor goalies. But the bad thing is that i kinda vented it on a teacher, which is really bad and rude. Then again, how can she say something so demoralising RIGHT AFTER A MATCH WE LOST. So yah. My actions are not justified and i definitely need to rein my anger in. Its been a loooong time since Ive actually been this pissed but thats not an excuse aye. Cant believe i teared in the end but well, im really disappointed and i really hope the team can wake up their idea. They need to trust each other more thats for sure, and theres too much slashing. Need i mention those fucking refs too. Biased pieces of shit

I should reflect now yep i should okay bye

HEY GUYS

IT WAS MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL YESTERDAY AT TP AND I SWEAR IT WAS AWESOMEEEE. Before I elaborate more about yesterday, and about CNY, lemme just rant alittle HAHAHA.

Okay so I have the mood to sing todayyy and since mum was over at the neighbour's house, I thought.. Why not? I can give it a go right? Well kinda. I actually wanted to sing "Melancholic" by Rin Kagamine but realsied that the chorus was too quick for me to follow :( So I settled with "Pierrot" (Kei) version and woah what would you know? I thought I sung it pretty well after listening to a test trial! But of courseeee something have to happen right? haahahha ;A;  YES. My . Mum . Came .  Back. OMGGGG THAT AWKWARD AWKWARD MOMENT WHERE I JUST STOPPED SINGING COMPLETELY LOL AWKWARDDD CREY CREY I THOUGHT IT WAS GOING WELL TOO SOBBU SOBBU . Uploaded it to youtube anyway LOL. I must finish this cover!!

Okay! So uhm happy CNY people! Idk about you or does CNY get more boring by the year? :/ or maybe just this year Idk.Or maybe it's just me? I guess so. I think.. LOL. Didnt do much visiting as compared to the year before so not much angpao..

Next, I wanna talk about my first day of school yesterday! It was super fun! Of course I believe the rest of school wouldnt be that fun but uhm. Well, I can enjoy what they give us first. Looking at the schedule, I think I would have alot of revision to do after each lesson >.< Ah wells! It was really awkward when I first went into the lecture theatre because I do not know ANYONE at all. Well except for the group of ESSS people but uhm whats the point of mixing with them again when you know them. I obviously dont fit in there and its a rather good opportunity for me to make new friends! So why not? Might as well go for it right? I awkwardly striked up a conversation with my rowmates HAHAHA and uhm well, i made my first few poly friends! HOORAH. Basically the rest of the time we listened to a lecture and also, we were split into groups so I guess it's easier that way? Which is easier in a sense to make friends! HAHAHAHA. I cant exactly remember most of my teammates but I remember we have 3 rachels, batman, Melvin, April, G, hanyang , Jack and Xiaoqi. Our group leaders are really cute too! Especially during the MRT game HAHAHA well, its pretty obvious that they're really close to each other! I really had alot of fun :) Oh yes and tomorrow would be our forest adventures thingy which sounds extremely fun! Im really scared of the flying fox tho ;w; damnnn .
That should be all for today! I promise to go update my stories or write a one shot soon ;w; byeeeee

 End of self camwhores when i was bored

TPDPA2014 T05

Andddd my cover