HI GUYS

Yes im back with another post LOL haish its been awhile hasnt it? My gosh my fingers are flying all over the keyboard i have so much to say yet i cant tell everything you know how hard that is QAQ . I really cannot ugh.

You know that moment when two women aka mum and I have our period? Yes its not a pretty sight at all. Shes angry, im stressed, KASHIBABOOOOOOM. There you got it. Anyway music is the only thing keeping my sanity right now ugh QAQ im so stressed stupid hormones ah

Anyway its been really busy for me these days.. I had a shoot yesterday (Project pt 1) with husbando and Shaun! Shaun is really patient with us, especially when we have to do that "kissy" kinda shot. Literally laughed like no tomorrow HAHAHAHA. Dont ask me why either its really tough to do those shots prz who says its easy hahaha. There was this scene where husbando was "proposing" to me and theres this kid that went like "OMG THEYRE GETTING MARRIED" HAHAHAH when we heard that I think we laughed like no tomorrow HAHAH. IT WAS SO HILARIOUS OKAY HUEHUEHUE. Of course Shaun wasnt too happy though because im like.. "HAHAHUEHAHUEHHOHAYUDHB" and I became super derp HAHAHA. Talking about that Shaun's house was AWESOME. SO NICE SIA.

The next day (aka today) I was supposed to go for training but well i slept till like 10am then i saw coach's msg that it was combined training. I was supposed to wake up and go but well i fell asleep again and woke at like 12.45 HAHAHA. My body is pretty much tired haish . Sorry coach

Oh! The weekend before this was really hectic too! Saturday was supposed to be our Riri x Karu shoot with Tsuki but it got cancelled so I went to work instead! it was so tiring x.x still fun but i think my body was overworked haish. the next day, i attended EOY! but before that, i went to husbando's house and we made rice balls for our friends! Well she made pancakes for me huehuehue ITS NICE. AND HUSBANDO = MINE.2BAD5U.

Anyway I forgot what i wanted to type because the song playing is so sad i crey and i stopped typing for ice cream heheheh Now that i finished my ice cream my ideas all fly away liao hohoho

Oh! I started a few paragraphs of UB alr, chapter 6 should be up soon! I hope! I cant really think of any original ideas without making it too ridiculous or supernatural. Its like I wanna stay on the "real" side but at the same time with dabs of supernatural (or special stuff idk) I hope to kill off either of the characters in the later chapters HAHAHAH. Well.. okay maybe not .. maybe harm them or something. You know, its easy to write gore than anything else. Love stories are stupid, ironically UB is about love. Haish. Might as well twist the story to have a more horrific kind of setting.

I promised myself that i would buy a slice of cake at least for my birthday and until now, i still havent got it HAHHAHA well.. lazy like hell LOL . Talking about that, my birthday was simply another day i guess, went to work at a hotel LOL. Made lots of friends and i learnt a few skills! woohoo! I was really awkward at the start you know.. its like china people everywhereee. Then the agent people start coming later LOL.

Currently stuck on the song "Just be Friends" again. Yes again hahaha, well the song is really sad tbh.,. I still think the guy broke up with the girl because he's gay HAHAHA. The saddest part of the song is this:

愛してるのに　離れがたいのに　僕が言わなきゃ	Aishiteru no ni hanare gatai no ni boku ga iwanakya	I still love you, I don't wanna be apart from you, but I have to tell you
心に土砂降りの雨が　呆然（ぼうぜん）　竦然（しょうぜん）　視界も煙る	Kokoro ni doshaburi no ame ga bouzen shouzen shikai mo kemuru	It's raining heavily in my mind I'm stunned, I'm standing dead, my vision is blurry
覚悟してた筈（はず）の　その痛み　それでも貫かれるこの体	Kakugo shiteta hazu no sono itami sore demo tsuranukareru kono karada	Despite my determination, the pain is still penetrating
ふたりを繋いでた絆　綻（ほころ）び　解け　日常に消えてく	Futari o tsunai deta kizunahokorobi hodoke nichijou ni kieteku	The bond between us has come apart and is dying away in everyday
さよなら愛した人　ここまでだ　もう振り向かないで歩き出すんだ	Sayonara aishita hito koko made da mou furimukanai de arukidasunda	Goodbye, my sweetheart, it's over we have to leave without turning back

!Hi guys!

Its been awhile hasnt it? :3 Anyways heres a new update! huehue obviously.. Its been an eventful few days so I didnt have the time to update much so.. HAHAHA

These events are not in order because I'm just gonna write what i remember first! I'll start with my "Departures" shoot! Omg i swear I hate tube dresses like HOW DO YOU EVEN GET THEM TO STICK TO YOUR BODY URGH the dress kept dropping! Horrible horrible experience. Anywayyy, I was also horrible. My facial expressions suck my positions suck my facial features suck i suck. That literally summarises the whole shoot. Sorry to husbando and YS who had to tahan my super ewwwww self OTL
I'll try my best for "Departures" round 2!

Next was my work experience! Yay! I work for Lovethatbag and everyone was so friendly! The bossus were pleased with me and im really happy seeing the customers happy my heart bubbled up *^* i think i earned lots of commision too! hurray!

Thirdly was the shoot at Telok blangah! Well it was a tiring day! Woke up early to make bentos with le husbando and i met her aunt for the first time.. SHES SO ADORBS OMG <3 <3 <3 (slowly meeting le husbandos entire famz ) After that we practically rushed down in a cab to Telok Blangah.. Speaking of which, thanks to mum no 2 (aka husbando's mum for giving us moolah for the taxi! <3 ) Thanks to bossu for shooting for me! I dont think i suit Riri too :/ And im literally the queen of derp okay so well uh //creys. Its like i have to make bossu shoot around 3-5 shots before theres one satisfactory one so... Thank you so much for your help bossu! <3 And also thanks to bossu no 2 for the coke :) I literally guzzled drinks down LOL.

Fourth was L2P! We reached around 3+? Well somewhere there yea. And GUYS I KISSED MY HUSBANDO ON THE CHEEK WE NOW KNOW WHO WEARS TEH PANTS IN THE RELATIONSHIP (aka me most of the time) HOHOHOHOHO HER CHEEK SO BOUNCY HEOKHEOKHEOK. Technically i kissed kirito . Omg Wow. Suki. Love. OMG. Halp.fangirl AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Also thanks to my bby Kyo for being my Karuta! Literally made Vio and Hongzhu's brain explode trying to remember who i am :") But at least they remembered YAY. I dont recognize most people.. neither do they recognize me LOLOLOL. I guess thats the consequence of leaving the community for such a long time! Truthfully im also alittle reluctant to come back because ofmy horrible cosplay and figure..well...so yea im not really sure ehhh... might consider another hiatus again idk.

Fifth, i went to S.E.Aquarium at Sentosa with le chinchow peeps and kakarot,hohoho had lots of fun there! And can i just say that the seafood look really yummy HAHAHA. Well i couldnt eat them though
! Sad :/ but truly the experience was amazing! There were so many displays and aquarium of fishes and did i mention the utterly adorable stingray?! The stingray..rather, the underside of the stingray looked so adorable!! ill post pictures when my computer is up ag ain... basically i had a really good time with le peeps! Cant thank melvin for the tickets though. Thanks again pal!

Oh and while im at it, i seriously hate clingy people. Thats right guys. I hate them. Ironically im clingy too but thats usually only if i like you. Anyway back to the issue. I find people who cling too much kinda...irritating because they wont be giving me enough freedom to do other stuff... so thats one

Also since im really busy these days, if im not doing a photoshoot,work or planning, i would be sleeping and im not even kidding. So to those that i didnt reply to your texts... please understand.. or dont text me at all or else you might be dissapointed. There ive warned you guys. Carry on at your own risk. Of course i really appreciate these texts but its not all the time can i reply to you yea.. so uhm im sorry.

I think that is pretty much it this time! I do hope i can find the time to update soon.. ciao!

Hey guys!

IM FINALLY BACK IN SINGAPORE HAHAHAHAHA 2 days ago :> Indonesia and Thailand are beautiful!

First I went to Indonesia, and had really cool experiences! Heres a list of what i did :

1. Batik mask painting
2. Visiting Batik factories
3. Visiting Silver factories
4. Getting a ride on 2 fabulous buffalos
5. Planting Rice
6. Chasing ducks in the paddy field :>

According to Ben, I have to put my beneheart and benesoul into benepost on my beneblog because it sounds benemazing! AHAHAHAH and he's making a benecall and now he's beneback :> I hope he still benelove us :D AHAHAHAHA

Batik mask painting isnt as easy as it sounds you know? Its like we have to work with wax and it really drips all over the place!Mine really looked horrible :( And you see them masks, them pretty masks being sold at cheap prices yet we simply walk past it :( (pssst buy from them) The Batik factories are pretty cool too! The workers made batik painting look easy BUT ITS A LIE REALLY LOL ITS HARD AS HELL

Theres nothing much in the Silver factory ._. Its like uhm guys who were working there were smoking ( and I really hate people smoking in my face) so yea. Theres really nothing much.

OMG GUYS, I RODE A BUFFALO YES I RODE A BUFFALO AWWYEAAAA ITS LIKE SO COOL AND I GOT SPLASHED WITH MUD BUT ITS OKAY BECAUSE BUFFALOS <3 And gosh they're HUGE! Or maybe im just small LOL but no i mean come on im like 158cm. So yep! One of the buffalos shat (Is this past tense of shit? ._. ) when i was on it! HAHAHAHA I really am not sure why animals like to shit/pee when im on it! hahahaha.

Planting rice was well, tiring, but fun! Tried planting rice once before in Hanoi too :) Anyway! After that we actually chased ducks on the paddy field! When I say 'we', i meant my mum, edmund and I ._. that's all ahahaha! it wasnt exactly fun because the ducks keep going up to the uhhh what do you call it..? OH RIGHT, LEDGE. When i caught it it was like ...shivering so badly :/ Well at least they're roaming around freely now... or eaten idk AHHAHAHA

So thats basically it for my Indonesia trip! I would write about my Thailand trip but im too lazy.. maybe tonight idk see my mood AHAHAHAH Anyway i shouldnt keep Ben waiting too long AHAHAH Sorry manz

Bye!