Hey guys!

I just realised that my blog views reaches 1800+ !! Thank you for expressing interest in my life! I was so shocked when I saw that amount of views! I mean.. My life isn't that interesting anyway.,. Okay you can say it is.. somewhat..?

The past week have been pretty busy for me as I've been going out almost everyday.. Yep im not kidding. Well okay I stayed home yesterday because mother didnt let me go out (i was so stressed idk why omg Im so sorry wifey) But yea I think its probably because the person Im going out with is SUPER CHIO and pretty and beautiful girl so yea I guess I was quite insecure that I didnt put on makeup as she did? So yea lah arguement with mother and yada bleh

Well its been tiring going out everyday, but I really enjoy these days! I get to spend time with everyone that I havent seen in ages! Speaking of which, i had breakfast with my primary school friends, Clems, Mels, and Ben (well technically he was there) So yeaaaa. we teased Ben alot because his accent changed due to the two years he spent in Canada and we were talking about Maple leaves AHAHAH. Maple leaves are cool! Maybe if i can find one I'll laminate it and use it as a bookmark hahahah, provided the leave is pretty :)

I also did a tour video of ESPS for Ben! Many things have changed, after all theres the new principal and all, theres bound to be changes. I still prefer Mr Teo though, although he is naggy heheheh. Apparently ESPS field is gone now. They're building some structure there and im not exactly sure if its an extension to the building or just an ISH :o I guess we just have to wait and see! The construction workers were like giving us wierd looks when we were walking around.. probably because they weren't expecting any visitors i guess? Idk, or maybe its just my wierdness HEHEH.

One other annoying thing about these days is that I keep getting paired up with this guy although I am absolutely single. But he's my bro though. Hence I'm close to him. (Im mostly close with guys k) Anyway because of me being close to my bro my friend is pretty jealous now.. Well if im in her shoes I'd go around with a knife already-- nvm the point is I hurt this pretty lady and I didnt even realise. What kind of a friend am I? Gosh I really dont know.. I'm so occupied with reconnecting, having fun with everyone that I neglected her ( idk lah but I can feel that the connection is getting weaker and weaker). But maybe its just me? But I guess its my fault bah.. But seriously i have no idea what to do really. I'll ask mom in the morning.

Can't believe im actually reflecting and updating my blog now at like 2am in the morning hais. I should be sleeping now but yea im still up. I seriously shouldn't be up but I really cant sleep hahahha. Well at least this blog post helps me sort out my thinking.

Sometimes I feel that my blunt attitude is really bad. I mean like I can literally go up to you (regardless of if youre a stranger) and just go like " Youre pretty" "I like your hair" "I think youre wierd but thats a compliment" Yea so maybe I should rein that in. I dont think being blunt in the society now will do me good. In fact, i think it'll bring me more harm I think. I wish i dont have such an eccentric behavior too. I mean, Im really wierd. But i think its a good thing because I stand out from the crowd i guess?

Also I wish I can sing. Well i can, but i sing terribly. I really dislike my voice and i have no idea why.. Maybe I should just go for voice training and hopefully my voice would sound nicer. I hope hahaha.

I really cant wait to go to Indonesia! However, mother said that i cant go mt Merapi - which is the destination i was looking forward to the most. What a disappointment.. I would definitely love to see obsidian stones and maybe the diamonds the harvest ( I quote Lorde " I've never seen a diamond in the flesh" - Royals) hehehe Lorde is awesome!

Speaking of Lorde, I love her song "Tennis Court"! Initially I couldn't understand what was going on in the MV but suddenly it dawned upon me that she was singing with her eyes! What a brilliant gem. I'm looking forward to listening to more of her songs! Although she's barely a year older than me, she acheived way more than me and due to that, sometimes I feel inferior but  I guess I can dream right? Maybe complete my course and get my dream job and all.

Is it just me or this post is extremely long HAHAHAHA. Good luck to those who actually bothered to read man. You must really care alot to read till the end. Anyway, I costested with Kerry recently and wow I became really lazy. I took quite awhile to finish my makeup and all, but at least its even and droopy (Because the character is sad) So yea even if i smile it looks like a sad smile. Much nice.

I'm not exactly sure if I want to end here or not.. Gosh I have too many things running through my mind. Maybe I should just write something right?

You fought to live, you fought to protect

In the process earning great respect , 

you lost your sanity

because there's a price to pay for everything. 

Relaxing your grip on the fragile string that ties you to humanity

You fall hard, expecting the worst, but it never came

Why? You wondered. You try to stand up. But you realised you're shackled.

"Let me go!" You screamed to no avail. No one can hear you. The silent darkness cloaks you with cold.

You shiver.

Okay so I have no idea what exactly I've written. It just flowed into my mind naturally. But it seems to be full of despair ahahaha.. Well, I tried. My playlist is like playing The Wanted songs right now. Bringing me back down feelings lane. Whatever I felt when I listened to their songs all came rushing back to me, and it really brings back memories! Ah. Nostalgia.

I guess I should really sleep now. The best song to describe my feelings now is probably Reason - Hoobastank. Yea i know, its an old song, but still dear to me. 

Nights! 

Meri

O LEVELS ARE OVERRRR HURRAY

HELLOOOOO FREEDOM! The science MCQ paper was pretty manageable! I have faith in it! I will get a benedistinction! (I hope) AHAHAHAHA. Gosh puns using names are really hilarious!

Okay so today after the paper, Sean and I rushed down to Eunos first to collect my Toph wigs-- Well basically 2 bob wigs =w= . Then we went over to Sengkang for a supposed meetup but since the person didnt show up, we went to collect the lenses from Macpherson (Paradize Lenses). 

Okay so basically this post will be a review of my experience while having transactions with Paradize Lenses

My experience with Paradize Lenses:

Well the reason I ordered from them is due to the fact that they can do their collections at Paya Lebar, which was really close to where I live, so its convenient and all. When the lenses arrived, I asked the admins if I could collect it on 11-11-13 (today) Because I can collect all my stuffs in one go and not waste $$ collecting my stuff over and over again.. Well when I wanted to collect the lenses, the admin told me about some extra charges that I've not come across (nor did she mention) before i bought the lenses from her. So uhm.. I did try to go accomodate to her timings but uh she said that she was going out straight after her exams (which was the same as mine. I think she forgot that our MCQ paper was in the morning) But I remember telling the admin really early that i wanted to collect the lenses on 11-11-13. Then the admin offered Mailing.. So i thougt, why not? So i asked if there were extra charges, and she said yes. Mailing got extra charges, meetups at her convinience also have extra charges (because someone else was delivering for her) so i was pretty bummed out. Apparently "Meetup at ur preffered timing is arnd $2" and "But at macpherson though" So what i dont understand is why is there extra charges when we are meeting at your preferred location..? But ah wells. She also mentioned about if we are late there will be extra charges again.. which is pretty reasonable i guess? But uhmm.. You gotta ask for a buffer time of course. Because i feel that that is only fair. And she gave it to me :D 

I haven't tried the lenses yet though. Will review them soon when i need to use them. But yea overall service was a little different from the normal meetups (I feel). So when you wanna buy from Paradize Lenses, do take note of the T&Cs which i failed to take note.. And perhaps you might have a smoother transaction with them! Overall I rate 6/10. Will probably come back and purchase, but only if my friends are interested too. psps, thanks for the 2 contact lenses casing! <3

Next, will be reviewing the BOBO wig I bought from taobao via Aeris (AKA Angel). Link: http://item.taobao.com/item.htm?spm=a230r.1.14.53.ATfEfS&id=21977439622

Firstly I would like to thank Angel for helping me order these wigs (i bought two) She's really patient and her services efficient. The wigs are sooooo pretty! Although they drop quite abit of hair.. It looked really realistic! //molests wiggie It's pretty smooth too! And really lovely! (picture below) Also, I would like to thank Angel again because I arrived WAY EARLIER than the meetup time and she was still okay with meeting me at that time! ;w; Im so grateful! Thank you so much! Definitely will order from you again!

Overall I rate: 8/10

Alright this is all for today. Note that all these reviews are based on my POV. So it may be not be a fair source because it doesnt account for the 2 parties's POV. Alright, kudos!

Meri

WADDUP GUYS

TOMORROW IS MY LAST PAPER WOOHOO //throws confetti HEOKHEOKHEOK HURRAY! Immediately after my paper im gonna collect my costumes and maybe... MAYBEEEE i might do a costume test (if im not lazy!) HURRAY! It will also signify the start of my at-least-an-hour-of-exercise routine :D

Recently I've been reconnecting with my primary school friends, mainly with the 3 guys - Benben, melmel and clems! Haha the nicknames are adorable arent they! As usual, Im the shortest among them HAHAHAH gosh :( I wish i can be alittle taller though.. My height of 158 isnt really considered puny but im still considered short :(

Thats it for today! Really lazy to type more HAHAHA.
psps. I'll start updating UB soon, and i took down LOASS because I wanted to concentrate on UB. Kay bye guys!