Hey guys!

New post today! (you dont say) I really had a good day today! Basketball was really fun! Hamzah and Bryan are damn funny!! And omg Yang yang hehehehe we did this impersonation of a "pantene" commercial and I literally laughed till I cried!

Then theres Jason, sean, Qiu miao and darren! Damn funny sia all of them!! Darren qiu miao Yangyang and I make a very good team! Hahahaha omg Darren supports me alot so i feel damn safe when he's in my team. Jason is bloody taiko man! His skills are damn good! And hes so funny! I think the phrase of the lesson is "Just throw onlyy" In an auntie like accent xD Qiu miao's shots damn cool also sia! And that Alien Fanclub HAHAHAAH omg those funny scenes damn funny hehehehe

OH YES. and i sung to dhan on whatsapp voice note (this is so not manly) AND I TOTALLY FAILED AHAHAHA I WAS LAUGHING MY GUTS OUT AFTER THAT!!

oh my gosh Idk why i feel so lazy to type.. so this is it i guess...

OH WAIT. I must say I had fun spamming my partner's whatsapp and making his phone lag hahaha!!! Happy belated birthday aye?

Got stuck to listening to Breaking Benjamin because of Darren haha!

my fav so far

Hey guys

So i got back my chinese O level results, it wasnt good at all. Very truly disappointed with myself.
Whats worse is that I written all those essays and all for nothing haiz. Best of all, my mom thinks that i didnt put in enough effort. So many people were disappointed in me, Im really sorry.

But then again what can I do? Everytime people will ask about my results, pretty much insensitive when I say its bad. Like wtf. but whatever, I gonna retake and do better I guess. It doesnt help Mother, if you keep rubbing fuckin salt into the wound and say that i didnt study. I truly did, for once. And look what happened.

You always see me slacking around, and when I do my work, you always never seem to be around. Why? Then you accuse me of not doing my work. When i type out my stories, you always shoot me down. Why? Isnt it good that I have practice for my english? Ughhh. Whatever lah. Just think of me as a failure.

I really am thankful to Vanessa and Kerry and Dhaniah who cheered me up when i was really down. I mean, why wouldnt I? After all those scoldings and dissapointed looks and fake smiles people give me. Like what, I know you very happy that you do better lah. Just leave me to wallow in my own pity okay?

And to those who are unsatisfied like me, lets just retake again bah. what can we do at this junction right? Come on, jiayou!

My thoughts are really running really quickly, my mind is jumbled. I feel so horrible. I just cant do this anymore with all this stupid pressure. I know, what a weakling I am right? But seriously, please stop putting high expectations on me because I will probably fail you.

Very depressing post today I know. But seriously i cant do this anymore. I want to give up but i cant. The life of a singaporean student is indeed very stressful, But what can we do?

This song really expresses all my thoughts I guess.

Room #13943

We have been imprisoned for no reason. 
Although we try to look composed, we're dripping with desire. 
We're the epitome of humans' unsightliness and defilement.

Lying to and tricking each other is merely one of the rules. 
This place has no need for pretty and nice things. 
You, who were my comrades yesterday, are my enemies today.

In the process of erasing my cruelly mutilated memories, 
you messily devour my brain and slowly become aberrant.

Although we could have trusted one another, 
we doubted and injured everyone in sight. 
The ticking time calls upon the devil yet again.

What could be your true goal as the lone survivor?

In the process of erasing my cruelly mutilated memories, 
you messily devour my brain and slowly become aberrant.

Although we could have trusted one another, 
we doubted and injured everyone in sight. 
The ticking time calls upon the devil yet again.

(AT THIS POINT, NOT EVEN GOODBYE...)

I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING.

Since doubt only generates more misery, 
we should have forgiven one another. 
What are you thinking about now? 
You're smiling.

DESPAIR

Tears turn meaningless, words into hate.
If we can't make ourselves understood, we might as well disappear.

Open our eyes and we see-
Reality.

We know that there is no such thing as hope...
I heard for sure the sound of your disappearing.

Memories lost, Consciousness in darkness...
If this feeling cannot be understood, we might as well throw it away!

Open your eyes and you see-
Reality!

There is not a single thing that is certain...
Everything is wavering right and left, and that's what now is made of...

Fading away or being alive, either way there is no meaning.
Everything is swaying to and forth, and that's what now is made of...

There is not a single thing that is certain...
We know that there is no such thing as hope...

Hey guys!

Yes im back!! Well only for alittle while, but it's better than nothing right? Well my life had been pretty eventful, with prelims coming up and all. But I guess im managing!( well actually im dyinggggg) Ah wells, with a funny partner by my side, I never fail to be amused and survive through the day. Then there's the ever awesome Godfather and Han and Dee to help me survive my day, so I guess im surviving!

Well first of all i wanna let you guys know that our C div floorball girls are through! They'll be playing in the second round!! WHOOPWHOOP YAY THREE CHEERS THREE CHEERS ESSS ESSS GO GO GO!!!

Next, I wanna talk about my super disobedient correction tape, that refused to do what .. it suppose to do. IT REBELLED. HOW COULD IT. But at least its dead alr. LOL I now have a new correction tape!

Now now, next topic! I tried fasting! Well i wanted to fast for one whole month but... I was so tired during lessons and stuff so I just stopped after one week.. But really, it was super tiring and i needed so much self control!!! Salutes to all muslims!

Finally, lets talk about the topic that I really want to touch on today... Boys. I feel that being a boy is sooooo much easier than being a girl! Why do i say that? Here are some reasons:
1. If you're not pretty, you're judged
2. You gotta stand in front of the mirror, for minutes, hours whatever, JUST TO STYLE YOUR HAIR
3. If you wear a simple pants and shirt, people will think you're tomboyish
4. If you play rough, people will think you're tomboyish
5. If you put on makeup, people think youre a slut
6. When you have your period, and it leaked, ITS SO EMBARASSING
7. If you have HUUUUUGE THIGHS (like me) You get judged
8. Boobs too small? Get judged
9. Gamer girl? Gets questioned about ability

And of course, there's many many more. Advantages of being a guy? Well there are plentiful! For example, you get the thrill of chasing the girl you like (minus the rejection.. that is ouch) . You won't get backstabbed by your friends( applies more to the females) . You wont get judged if u wear pants and shirt out (in fact some guys look simply yummy in that) and best of all? Boys.Dont.Have.Menses. Ba dum tss

Hence, sometimes i really wonder whats it like to be a guy...Definitely I dont want to experience a kick in the nuts (ouch) But it'll be fun! I mean, have you ever wonder what its like, to be someone of the opposite gender? :) That would definitely be a thrilling experience. Of course, I dont mean i dont like being a girl.. I love being pampered, treated like a princess and all, but really, it do come with lots of obstacles haha!

Shoutout to my lovely wife Sammy <3 : http://myscreenshotsoflife.blogspot.sg/

Oh yes, I got instagram now HAHAHAHA follow me! : Datshortymeriku

Peace out