Hey guys!

I just realised that my blog views reaches 1800+ !! Thank you for expressing interest in my life! I was so shocked when I saw that amount of views! I mean.. My life isn't that interesting anyway.,. Okay you can say it is.. somewhat..?

The past week have been pretty busy for me as I've been going out almost everyday.. Yep im not kidding. Well okay I stayed home yesterday because mother didnt let me go out (i was so stressed idk why omg Im so sorry wifey) But yea I think its probably because the person Im going out with is SUPER CHIO and pretty and beautiful girl so yea I guess I was quite insecure that I didnt put on makeup as she did? So yea lah arguement with mother and yada bleh

Well its been tiring going out everyday, but I really enjoy these days! I get to spend time with everyone that I havent seen in ages! Speaking of which, i had breakfast with my primary school friends, Clems, Mels, and Ben (well technically he was there) So yeaaaa. we teased Ben alot because his accent changed due to the two years he spent in Canada and we were talking about Maple leaves AHAHAH. Maple leaves are cool! Maybe if i can find one I'll laminate it and use it as a bookmark hahahah, provided the leave is pretty :)

I also did a tour video of ESPS for Ben! Many things have changed, after all theres the new principal and all, theres bound to be changes. I still prefer Mr Teo though, although he is naggy heheheh. Apparently ESPS field is gone now. They're building some structure there and im not exactly sure if its an extension to the building or just an ISH :o I guess we just have to wait and see! The construction workers were like giving us wierd looks when we were walking around.. probably because they weren't expecting any visitors i guess? Idk, or maybe its just my wierdness HEHEH.

One other annoying thing about these days is that I keep getting paired up with this guy although I am absolutely single. But he's my bro though. Hence I'm close to him. (Im mostly close with guys k) Anyway because of me being close to my bro my friend is pretty jealous now.. Well if im in her shoes I'd go around with a knife already-- nvm the point is I hurt this pretty lady and I didnt even realise. What kind of a friend am I? Gosh I really dont know.. I'm so occupied with reconnecting, having fun with everyone that I neglected her ( idk lah but I can feel that the connection is getting weaker and weaker). But maybe its just me? But I guess its my fault bah.. But seriously i have no idea what to do really. I'll ask mom in the morning.

Can't believe im actually reflecting and updating my blog now at like 2am in the morning hais. I should be sleeping now but yea im still up. I seriously shouldn't be up but I really cant sleep hahahha. Well at least this blog post helps me sort out my thinking.

Sometimes I feel that my blunt attitude is really bad. I mean like I can literally go up to you (regardless of if youre a stranger) and just go like " Youre pretty" "I like your hair" "I think youre wierd but thats a compliment" Yea so maybe I should rein that in. I dont think being blunt in the society now will do me good. In fact, i think it'll bring me more harm I think. I wish i dont have such an eccentric behavior too. I mean, Im really wierd. But i think its a good thing because I stand out from the crowd i guess?

Also I wish I can sing. Well i can, but i sing terribly. I really dislike my voice and i have no idea why.. Maybe I should just go for voice training and hopefully my voice would sound nicer. I hope hahaha.

I really cant wait to go to Indonesia! However, mother said that i cant go mt Merapi - which is the destination i was looking forward to the most. What a disappointment.. I would definitely love to see obsidian stones and maybe the diamonds the harvest ( I quote Lorde " I've never seen a diamond in the flesh" - Royals) hehehe Lorde is awesome!

Speaking of Lorde, I love her song "Tennis Court"! Initially I couldn't understand what was going on in the MV but suddenly it dawned upon me that she was singing with her eyes! What a brilliant gem. I'm looking forward to listening to more of her songs! Although she's barely a year older than me, she acheived way more than me and due to that, sometimes I feel inferior but  I guess I can dream right? Maybe complete my course and get my dream job and all.

Is it just me or this post is extremely long HAHAHAHA. Good luck to those who actually bothered to read man. You must really care alot to read till the end. Anyway, I costested with Kerry recently and wow I became really lazy. I took quite awhile to finish my makeup and all, but at least its even and droopy (Because the character is sad) So yea even if i smile it looks like a sad smile. Much nice.

I'm not exactly sure if I want to end here or not.. Gosh I have too many things running through my mind. Maybe I should just write something right?

You fought to live, you fought to protect

In the process earning great respect , 

you lost your sanity

because there's a price to pay for everything. 

Relaxing your grip on the fragile string that ties you to humanity

You fall hard, expecting the worst, but it never came

Why? You wondered. You try to stand up. But you realised you're shackled.

"Let me go!" You screamed to no avail. No one can hear you. The silent darkness cloaks you with cold.

You shiver.

Okay so I have no idea what exactly I've written. It just flowed into my mind naturally. But it seems to be full of despair ahahaha.. Well, I tried. My playlist is like playing The Wanted songs right now. Bringing me back down feelings lane. Whatever I felt when I listened to their songs all came rushing back to me, and it really brings back memories! Ah. Nostalgia.

I guess I should really sleep now. The best song to describe my feelings now is probably Reason - Hoobastank. Yea i know, its an old song, but still dear to me. 

Nights! 

Meri

O LEVELS ARE OVERRRR HURRAY

HELLOOOOO FREEDOM! The science MCQ paper was pretty manageable! I have faith in it! I will get a benedistinction! (I hope) AHAHAHAHA. Gosh puns using names are really hilarious!

Okay so today after the paper, Sean and I rushed down to Eunos first to collect my Toph wigs-- Well basically 2 bob wigs =w= . Then we went over to Sengkang for a supposed meetup but since the person didnt show up, we went to collect the lenses from Macpherson (Paradize Lenses). 

Okay so basically this post will be a review of my experience while having transactions with Paradize Lenses

My experience with Paradize Lenses:

Well the reason I ordered from them is due to the fact that they can do their collections at Paya Lebar, which was really close to where I live, so its convenient and all. When the lenses arrived, I asked the admins if I could collect it on 11-11-13 (today) Because I can collect all my stuffs in one go and not waste $$ collecting my stuff over and over again.. Well when I wanted to collect the lenses, the admin told me about some extra charges that I've not come across (nor did she mention) before i bought the lenses from her. So uhm.. I did try to go accomodate to her timings but uh she said that she was going out straight after her exams (which was the same as mine. I think she forgot that our MCQ paper was in the morning) But I remember telling the admin really early that i wanted to collect the lenses on 11-11-13. Then the admin offered Mailing.. So i thougt, why not? So i asked if there were extra charges, and she said yes. Mailing got extra charges, meetups at her convinience also have extra charges (because someone else was delivering for her) so i was pretty bummed out. Apparently "Meetup at ur preffered timing is arnd $2" and "But at macpherson though" So what i dont understand is why is there extra charges when we are meeting at your preferred location..? But ah wells. She also mentioned about if we are late there will be extra charges again.. which is pretty reasonable i guess? But uhmm.. You gotta ask for a buffer time of course. Because i feel that that is only fair. And she gave it to me :D 

I haven't tried the lenses yet though. Will review them soon when i need to use them. But yea overall service was a little different from the normal meetups (I feel). So when you wanna buy from Paradize Lenses, do take note of the T&Cs which i failed to take note.. And perhaps you might have a smoother transaction with them! Overall I rate 6/10. Will probably come back and purchase, but only if my friends are interested too. psps, thanks for the 2 contact lenses casing! <3

Next, will be reviewing the BOBO wig I bought from taobao via Aeris (AKA Angel). Link: http://item.taobao.com/item.htm?spm=a230r.1.14.53.ATfEfS&id=21977439622

Firstly I would like to thank Angel for helping me order these wigs (i bought two) She's really patient and her services efficient. The wigs are sooooo pretty! Although they drop quite abit of hair.. It looked really realistic! //molests wiggie It's pretty smooth too! And really lovely! (picture below) Also, I would like to thank Angel again because I arrived WAY EARLIER than the meetup time and she was still okay with meeting me at that time! ;w; Im so grateful! Thank you so much! Definitely will order from you again!

Overall I rate: 8/10

Alright this is all for today. Note that all these reviews are based on my POV. So it may be not be a fair source because it doesnt account for the 2 parties's POV. Alright, kudos!

Meri

WADDUP GUYS

TOMORROW IS MY LAST PAPER WOOHOO //throws confetti HEOKHEOKHEOK HURRAY! Immediately after my paper im gonna collect my costumes and maybe... MAYBEEEE i might do a costume test (if im not lazy!) HURRAY! It will also signify the start of my at-least-an-hour-of-exercise routine :D

Recently I've been reconnecting with my primary school friends, mainly with the 3 guys - Benben, melmel and clems! Haha the nicknames are adorable arent they! As usual, Im the shortest among them HAHAHAH gosh :( I wish i can be alittle taller though.. My height of 158 isnt really considered puny but im still considered short :(

Thats it for today! Really lazy to type more HAHAHA.
psps. I'll start updating UB soon, and i took down LOASS because I wanted to concentrate on UB. Kay bye guys!

Hey guys!

So I just finished most of my O levels! Im only left with POA, Geog paper 2, Chinese and science MCQ 8D. Since today's halloween as well, i was thinking, why not update again aye?

Okay so the papers were pretty much okay except for SS SBQ, it was horrifying. What kind of issue qn is "What is the Cod war"?!?!?! aiya but that's over. It's kay. History was also a beetch. Hitler and Stalin did not come out. Japan did. Luckily I studied beforehand and I could still remember facts about Japan LOL. Go me!

I pretty much did nothing but sleep,eat and study and stuff, so I decided to reward myself by watching "Free!" until the last ep! After all I only had 3 episodes before I finished the whole series! Homg Im pretty much dying because Abs and Triceps and all *^* You can say Im something like Gou/Kou :) But then again I dont have 4 hunks to coach haiszers 8( But its okay because I'll be cosing Gou soon! With 3 of my hunks.. because no one wanna cos Makoto :( //creycreycrey Anyway, I really loved the end where Rin can finally swim with Haru Mokoto and Nagisa again! I was literally crying at their teamwork okay. It was wonderful! And as a sportsperson, I can really feel it, they are really a true team! I mean, you can NEVER replace your teammates. Everyone is important. I really miss the pioneer team (floorball B div 2012) That was the last time we were together i think. I can never click with another goalie the same way I click with Mai <3

So the end of O's are approaching, and I'm really excited! That's because I can do lots of stuff without having to worry about studies! And I'm also gonna create a youtube video because I was dared to do one sometime back (yes i did not forget) Also, I will be travelling! So i would miss prom :( But its okay, because Im going to Indonesia to see Mount Merapi! I'm truly excited!! I mean, I can finally step onto a Volcano! That's so cool! I will also be going to Vancouver(most probably) with my mom and I can finally meet up with Ben!! Omg I really miss him okay I really do! I missed meeting up with him when he came back to Singapore, but I do hope I can see him in Vancouver!

Anyway, I will be doing fansigns for people whom are important in my life, and the first 3 that likes the post (when I post up the link on facebook) So yea!

Oh yea, and ask me questions AHHAHAHA : ask.fm/Datshorty

Also, thanks for those who have supported me during this O levels period. I really love you all!

Meri

Ni to the Hao!

Kudos to me not studying and posting yet another post, another frame of my life AHA. Perhaps I should type in proper english this time though, I guess.. I hope.. lets see how it goes lah aiya LOL

A few days ago marked the end of my journey in East Spring Secondary school! Certainly, I had fun, but all good things have to end yes? That's one cruel thing about life. You'll never be able to hold on to something forever because they will (at some point) not belong to you at all. However, I am thankful, to all my teachers, friends, coaches (I LOVE YOU COACH REENA <3) (I like you to Coach Hussein!) for guiding me along in my path to the future! I do hope I matured in this 4 years, but I definitely learnt alot from all of you!

Especially to my partners from sec 1 to 4, thank you so much for putting up with me! Especially when I'm high on sweets, and when I'm sick ahahaha. The memories you and I created is part of me, is and always will! Special shoutout to my hubbeh Kerry, who thought that I would forget her.. Trust me when I say that I will NEVER forget you because I love you oh so much (no homo) ! We do have many things to do after O levels too! We'll take as many pictures as possible, until we could fill an album!

Shall not talk to much about Graduation I guess, it makes me feel as though we would never meet again! Today's topic will be: Perks of befriending/dating me.

First off, I am the wierdest person you would ever meet in your whole entire existence, on this planet. So I would probably amuse you till no end (I hope)

I am a good listener /sheepish smile                             (as if)

I am a hobo. So i wouldn't mind if you decide where to go

I am short so people can feel more secure about themselves being taller than me AHAHAHA

I am... very awkward. I can laugh so loudly the whole world starts staring at you.. judging you as to why are you my friend. Yep

I am daring. I mean.. If you ask me to go for an injection, i wouldn't.

I am fantabulous. Ask me out for a sweatpants and oversized t shirt date and I wouldn't mind one bit.

I love nature. I love insects so much i start running away when i see them

I am a fat ass

Im pretty chill

I am the definition of crazy

I like fun.

I am overprotective

I am overbearing

I am not girlfriend material

I am the awesomest shit around.

That's pretty much it and thank youuuu for reading today's post! Hopefully you laughed.. i dont even know anymore. What am i doing with my life.. ahhhh dangit just gonna post it up because swek.

This is my sec 4 partner who plays floorball too, and shares the same jersey number (12) as I. 

This is Kerry Aka Mine aka don't touch :")

Pretty sure she's gonna kill me if she sees this post but meh

Special shoutout to SY, who gave me two of her polaroids as well!

Hello guys!

SUPGUYSYOLOSWAGDOPEFRESHFRUITS. I'm here again with a new blog post! Yay! I havent been able to update that much now due to O level preparations ( I promise to update more often after my O levels ;-;)

Anyway, let me talk about how O levels preparations is taking a toll on my body. First off, I've been staying up really late simply to complete my work/revision. So pretty much Ive been quite lethargic during lessons.. but i still pay attention though! But I guess its taking a toll on me because Ive been having headaches ever so often OTL //creys I do hope this torture would end soon :( 30+ days to freedom.. Jiayou all students taking O levels!

Recently Ive been pretty distracted (when im on my break) thinking abot what I could do after my O levels.. haishhh.. Freedom is so near yet so far.. I wish it'l come sooner though! Cant wait to see all my friends again! And of course, I cant wait to cosplay again! Theres this one character which im really interested to cosplay (just a costest) EHEHEHEHE NOT TELLING YOU WHAT THOUGH AHAHA. You guys just gotta wait and see :)

I've also been creeping my teachers out lately, for example, giving teachers Pedo smiles, and distracting them during lessons or some other weird stuff that only me, meri would ever do 8D hahahaha I swear all the teachers think im wierd or something AHAHAHA who cares LOL im graduating soon anyway! Better to leave a lasting impression right? :D

ALSO ALSO, Ive been listening to a lot of oldies too! Like MJ, Celine Dion, and other songs like... Replay by Iyaz AHAHAHA. I got caught rocking out to the piyo song too.. It was truly embarassing and i think my manly impression just went down the drain.. but ah wells. I guess I'll make a cover of the Piyo song just for laughs.. If i ever remember.. I doubt I will.. hahahaha.

I've been pranking my friends alot too! Hariz (my table partner) is totally not amused by my silly antics.. Dammit. Ah wells, I had fun pranking people. But its usually a harmless prank because .. its easy.. and I wont get slaughtered or chased after I prank them heheheheh.

So I guess im gonna just end here.. Hopefully I can update again soon before my O levels start or something .. I'll figure something out, I always do xD

Alright bye!

Hey guys!

Today Im gonna talk about uhm.. basically my life so far and maaaaaybe a rant or two? Heh

First of all, I was complimented today, without makeup. like WOW are you serious you actually noticed a fat hobo manlady at the corner wow. So of course, I didnt react correctly //creys. So the convo went like this:

Random dude: Heyyyy S who's your study date? (that date refer to me)
Me: Just a random dudette with balls you shouldnt mess with
Random dude: Woah chillax dude I just wanna say youre pretty
What i wanted to say: Yea save it thats how you get all the girls
what i said: /blush/ you need specs
Random dude's friend: HE WEARS SPECS

FADADOODLES IM SOFT. IVE TURNED SOFT OMG WHAT
Can I cry now, my muscles are mushy, and now even my character? Omg O levels plz staph.

Okay that aside, I havent been productive these few weeks, and O levels are nearing really quickly. I seriously need to concentrate man all Ive been thinking about is what Im gonna do after Os, etc etc .. haish.. Even if I start studying, I'll start losing focus really quickly, and that really suck.

This morning, I was talking to my table partner (He's a sweet guy to be able to tolerate my bullshit) and suddenly i was reminded of the parody of "Hey There Delilah" about Jean and Marco from SnK. So i ranted to him about how sad it is and how im gonna start crying because JEAN AND MARCO QAQ. He simply laughed (meanie) and started singing random songs, that lifted my mood immediately.. Haha to think I didnt really like him before because I thought he was nonsensical.. Its prettu much untrue. I was mistaken. He can be pretty mature when needed, BUT IM MORE MATURE HAH.

Since my whole post is about boys today.. of course i must share the love and talk about girls. And no im not going to be biased (although i am a girl) .Pretty much there are general categories of girls, similarly to boys.

Firstly, the "act one lah" - Basically the actor. This type of girls, would usually be a two faced bitch whom will act really close to you, then backstab you for one reason or another. BAM, there goes your reputation.

The "Aiya aiya nvm" - Just like the name suggests, pretty much a girl who would get pushed around alot because of her forgiving nature. But she may hold a grudge against you. One of the sweetest types of girls (although she might need somebody to help fight for her).

The "All As" - This type of girl are practically the smartest people you would ever encounter in your school life! Their report card would consist of mostly As and maybe a B here or there. These girls can be pretty low profile if they want to, or they could be the best tutors you can ever have. You would definitely enjoy having intellectual/reflective conversations with them.

The "Queen Bee"  - The title says it all. She probably rules the whole school and have all the boys under their thumb. Also, they can be a combination of "act one lah" and "all As". Also, they are always flanked by their friends and you probably will not ever see them alone in any circumstances.

The "Nerd/otaku" Heeeellooooooooo fellow nerds and otakus! This type of people might look very inapproachable, and have their nose buried in a book most of the time but if you get to know them, they will really make your life very interesting! I mean, what's life without some imagination right? :)

I guess I'll stop here for the day, although my hands are itching to type more..

Ciao!