Hey guys!
Today Im gonna talk about uhm.. basically my life so far and maaaaaybe a rant or two? Heh
First of all, I was complimented today, without makeup. like WOW are you serious you actually noticed a fat hobo manlady at the corner wow. So of course, I didnt react correctly //creys. So the convo went like this:
Random dude: Heyyyy S who's your study date? (that date refer to me)
Me: Just a random dudette with balls you shouldnt mess with
Random dude: Woah chillax dude I just wanna say youre pretty
What i wanted to say: Yea save it thats how you get all the girls
what i said: /blush/ you need specs
Random dude's friend: HE WEARS SPECS
FADADOODLES IM SOFT. IVE TURNED SOFT OMG WHAT
Can I cry now, my muscles are mushy, and now even my character? Omg O levels plz staph.
Okay that aside, I havent been productive these few weeks, and O levels are nearing really quickly. I seriously need to concentrate man all Ive been thinking about is what Im gonna do after Os, etc etc .. haish.. Even if I start studying, I'll start losing focus really quickly, and that really suck.
This morning, I was talking to my table partner (He's a sweet guy to be able to tolerate my bullshit) and suddenly i was reminded of the parody of "Hey There Delilah" about Jean and Marco from SnK. So i ranted to him about how sad it is and how im gonna start crying because JEAN AND MARCO QAQ. He simply laughed (meanie) and started singing random songs, that lifted my mood immediately.. Haha to think I didnt really like him before because I thought he was nonsensical.. Its prettu much untrue. I was mistaken. He can be pretty mature when needed, BUT IM MORE MATURE HAH.
Since my whole post is about boys today.. of course i must share the love and talk about girls. And no im not going to be biased (although i am a girl) .Pretty much there are general categories of girls, similarly to boys.
Firstly, the "act one lah" - Basically the actor. This type of girls, would usually be a two faced bitch whom will act really close to you, then backstab you for one reason or another. BAM, there goes your reputation.
The "Aiya aiya nvm" - Just like the name suggests, pretty much a girl who would get pushed around alot because of her forgiving nature. But she may hold a grudge against you. One of the sweetest types of girls (although she might need somebody to help fight for her).
The "All As" - This type of girl are practically the smartest people you would ever encounter in your school life! Their report card would consist of mostly As and maybe a B here or there. These girls can be pretty low profile if they want to, or they could be the best tutors you can ever have. You would definitely enjoy having intellectual/reflective conversations with them.
The "Queen Bee" - The title says it all. She probably rules the whole school and have all the boys under their thumb. Also, they can be a combination of "act one lah" and "all As". Also, they are always flanked by their friends and you probably will not ever see them alone in any circumstances.
The "Nerd/otaku" Heeeellooooooooo fellow nerds and otakus! This type of people might look very inapproachable, and have their nose buried in a book most of the time but if you get to know them, they will really make your life very interesting! I mean, what's life without some imagination right? :)
I guess I'll stop here for the day, although my hands are itching to type more..
Ciao!
Monday, 23 September 2013
Saturday, 21 September 2013
Hello guys!
Today I am going to be covering the topic on, how to train your dragon ! Nah just kidding. Today's topic will be on Xave's surprise birthday party!
Indeed, Bev and Kyo have been planning for this event for ages( I came up with the guest list yay!) And it was amazing how she actually meticulously plan everything! Kudos to the two sisters! I on the other hand simply relax and ponder about what to give xave and all HAHAHA.(hint freeloader hint)
Okay so I kinda totally forgot about Xave's present because I was busy studying and completing my homework, so I racked my brains for quite a while, and decided to write an incoherent essay to him AHHAHAHA. Supposedly to simply express my gratitude of haing him by my side as a friend.
Anyway, he was really surprised when he saw us all! AHAHAHA the look on his face was one of pure shock and joy! Certainly he would'nt have expected this at all :) It was a very good surprise party! Yay! I think this is the part, where all the fuwa fuwa feels come out, and where Ishak, Evans, Kyo, Hubbeh and I felt very awkward. They were like.. having their own honeymoon thingy and we just felt like really REALLY bright lamps. LOL Of courseeee we wanted to give them some space but unfortunately we couldnt exactly move that far into the seats :(
Moving on! Hubbeh and I shared food as usual, its been so long! Usually for every cos event/photoshoot/outing we would usually share food. Before you ask why, let me answer you. Because we can! heheh :) I think this have become a very routine part of our outings and all xD I still cant believe we broke up and patched back twice in a row! Its really hilarious and dramatic if you ask me :) But that 's just who we are xD
So we derped around as per usual, I mean... DERPDERPDERPDERP. We created quite a ruckus in Swensens, but who cares anyway, its a birthday celebration and reunion dinner! We dont do it that often anyway, so I guess its not that bad... heheh /awkward laughter/ Poor people
We besically sat there and talked and derped around for a really long time.. Until Kyo let us listen to this really heart wrenching parody version of "hey there delilah'. It was about Jean And Marco. the title is "Hey there jean kirchstein" I think? But anyway, hubbeh and I listened until we cried LOL. The last sentence hit us the worse. It was so sad! I mean.. since Marco is dead and all.. (Most of it is in Marco's POV, except the last part, which was in Jean's POV) and BAM. the last sentence, started the whole crying. Haishhh.. But I think Hubbeh and I are going to try and cover this version! Simply because SNK rocks and we wanna share the love about Jean and Marco. That pretty much adds on to the whooole list of things that hubbeh and I are gonna do after Os together! LOL
Since it is a birthday celebration, how can we ever forget cake-kun?! Bev planned most of it though. Since Xav's friend is working at Swensens, I guess it made the whole process easier! (somewhat) Xavier was really shocked at the birthday cake, THAT HE CRIED. (idc, he didnt cry but he was close to tears okay). The entire scene was so touching! Everything was worth it :)
Soon after we left swensens to the open plaza at the rooftop where we all went crazy again!(except for Xav and Bev, Im pretty sure they were the only sane ones left). We had so much fun! It turns out that there was this other dude who was also given a birthday surprise at the plaza too! Happy birthday Anon!
I guess that is pretty much it for that day, its really cool to be able to finally meet up with everyone.. I miss cosplaying. Can't O levels end quicker? Oh yea, one more thing. Im deleting LOASS off wattpad. Gonna concentrate more on Unhappy bride first.
psps: Im on the news! https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10200695099281332&set=a.2111692273344.2104673.1276747932&type=3&theater
Thats all for today! Byeeeeee (Dont hit me I know this post is 2 weeks late Orz)
Link to the photos taken that day! https://www.facebook.com/kyo.taori/media_set?set=a.657544600929931.1073741827.100000231916644&type=3
If you have a topic you would like me to talk about, ask me on ask.fm or send it to my email!
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Anyway, he was really surprised when he saw us all! AHAHAHA the look on his face was one of pure shock and joy! Certainly he would'nt have expected this at all :) It was a very good surprise party! Yay! I think this is the part, where all the fuwa fuwa feels come out, and where Ishak, Evans, Kyo, Hubbeh and I felt very awkward. They were like.. having their own honeymoon thingy and we just felt like really REALLY bright lamps. LOL Of courseeee we wanted to give them some space but unfortunately we couldnt exactly move that far into the seats :(
Moving on! Hubbeh and I shared food as usual, its been so long! Usually for every cos event/photoshoot/outing we would usually share food. Before you ask why, let me answer you. Because we can! heheh :) I think this have become a very routine part of our outings and all xD I still cant believe we broke up and patched back twice in a row! Its really hilarious and dramatic if you ask me :) But that 's just who we are xD
So we derped around as per usual, I mean... DERPDERPDERPDERP. We created quite a ruckus in Swensens, but who cares anyway, its a birthday celebration and reunion dinner! We dont do it that often anyway, so I guess its not that bad... heheh /awkward laughter/ Poor people
We besically sat there and talked and derped around for a really long time.. Until Kyo let us listen to this really heart wrenching parody version of "hey there delilah'. It was about Jean And Marco. the title is "Hey there jean kirchstein" I think? But anyway, hubbeh and I listened until we cried LOL. The last sentence hit us the worse. It was so sad! I mean.. since Marco is dead and all.. (Most of it is in Marco's POV, except the last part, which was in Jean's POV) and BAM. the last sentence, started the whole crying. Haishhh.. But I think Hubbeh and I are going to try and cover this version! Simply because SNK rocks and we wanna share the love about Jean and Marco. That pretty much adds on to the whooole list of things that hubbeh and I are gonna do after Os together! LOL
Since it is a birthday celebration, how can we ever forget cake-kun?! Bev planned most of it though. Since Xav's friend is working at Swensens, I guess it made the whole process easier! (somewhat) Xavier was really shocked at the birthday cake, THAT HE CRIED. (idc, he didnt cry but he was close to tears okay). The entire scene was so touching! Everything was worth it :)
Soon after we left swensens to the open plaza at the rooftop where we all went crazy again!(except for Xav and Bev, Im pretty sure they were the only sane ones left). We had so much fun! It turns out that there was this other dude who was also given a birthday surprise at the plaza too! Happy birthday Anon!
I guess that is pretty much it for that day, its really cool to be able to finally meet up with everyone.. I miss cosplaying. Can't O levels end quicker? Oh yea, one more thing. Im deleting LOASS off wattpad. Gonna concentrate more on Unhappy bride first.
psps: Im on the news! https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10200695099281332&set=a.2111692273344.2104673.1276747932&type=3&theater
Thats all for today! Byeeeeee (Dont hit me I know this post is 2 weeks late Orz)
Link to the photos taken that day! https://www.facebook.com/kyo.taori/media_set?set=a.657544600929931.1073741827.100000231916644&type=3
If you have a topic you would like me to talk about, ask me on ask.fm or send it to my email!
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Monday, 9 September 2013
Hello guys!
Today I will be addressing a few issues ( well actually im simply stating my views about these issues) and uhm.. enjoy!
The first issue i would like to address is pretty common. It's the difference, between crush and like and love and lust yada yada. Most people.. well teenagers, sometimes confuse themselves by thinking that crush and love are similar. WRONG. They are two totally different things. And love at first sight? I dont believe in it. Why? I would classify this "love at first sight" under lust. Simply because you see a person and you like that person. Your "love" mainly consist of you lusting over their bodies. Let me give you an example. I myself, enjoy looking at muscles(on guys.. like abs and stuff). So if i see a really buff guy, perhaps in the gym, lifting weights, his muscles flexing attractively.. and he has a handsome face, does that mean i "love" him? NO! That simply means that i love his body (well the shape) So yes thats one.
Definitions
Love - An intense feeling of deep affection
Like - The things one likes or prefers
Lust - Very strong sexual desire
Crush - a burning desire to be with someone who you find very attractive and extremely special
So the above example of me, can be classified into probably lust and crush. NOT LOVE. Love is something you have to develop overtime, and even then , there are many different types of love. Oh yes! I cant forget " affection" as well. It is somewhat different from the above too.
Then theres the other scenario : when people pair girl A and boy B together. People think they're sweet together, Girl A doesnt like boy B in the way that everyone wants her to. boy B, also do not like girl A in that way. he only lusts for her body.. Kinda like a playboy.. Due to peer pressure, usually they'll end up together. And because of that, either party will usually be unhappy.. but if that couple is REALLY lucky, they'll end up falling in love lah ahaha. Typical relationships.
Theres also the typical fangirls (like me) who are either in love with fictional characters, or people whom will never notice them . (boybands etc) But thats for another day.
Also, I would love to touch on another topic, friends.
There are many kinds of friends! For example:
1. The "Take-and-go" Friend - These friends are the ones who will take whatever they want from you and go. Like literally
2. The "I-use-you-for-backup" Friend - These people are the ones, in which when their main cliques are not in school/work , they will come and find you.. and stick to you. Then they'll go when their friends come back, treating you indifferently.
3. The " I-only-need-you-because-I-want-to-rant-to-you" friend - Well, i guess the title says it all. Whether you're upset or not, whether you're tired etc, these people will just rant to you about their life affairs, and just.. leave you there after they're done.
4. The "masked" friend - These people, are the most dangerous ones of all. They are the ones, whom you can never figure out. The ones that bootlick high ranking people, the ones that can act as your best friend in one moment, and turn against you in the next. These, are the most poisonous ones of all.
As long as you have friends, its pretty similar to having a relationship. there will certainly be ups and downs, and if your friendship levels are not up to par with the problems you guys are facing, BAM! They're gone! Simple as that. Its like a breakup. So yes, if you dont want to feel the pains of a breakup.. either you dont lose your friends or you just dont socialise at all.. but thats impossible isnt it? :o
Just like every other relationship, when you have a problem, what do you do? You gotta solve it! Its like math. If you skip part (i), you might be able to do part (ii) but you may have difficulties attempting part (iii). Similarly, if you dodge one problem in your relationship (mind you that both parties have to do it together) You definitely will find it difficult to overcome a certain hurdle. So, some people might choose to give up, while some others will try to go back to the actual problem, and solve it. This will depend on both parties' willpowers. No one can help actually. Well maaaaybeee your parents? Ahaha.
I guess that pretty much wraps up everything I wanna talk about today ( I sound kinda mature here)
Anyway, I plan on covering this song ->Queen Athena's song from the little mermaid
(Its really short) But anyway if anyone could make an instrumental on the piano for me I would be so grateful to you! and of course i will dedicate the song to you :) (And i will love you forever) So if anyone could help me with it.. text me if u have my number, dm me on twitter or facebook yea? And we'll discuss it. But take note that im only doing this cover after O levels!
Also, I am no longer a virgin performer! I performed on midsummer's festival, along with my friend SYNC (Check out her youtube channel -> http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXuabudXtINkTJ28o3KCIcA )
We performed "Just the way you are" by Bruno Mars, and i think we did a pretty good job! Yay us!
Any dares would be welcome if they're reasonable, and of course you can ask me about my views on other matters!
Song of the post
Do check Sissel out she have a voice of an angel and shes really pretty too!
Okay bye! xoxo
Today I will be addressing a few issues ( well actually im simply stating my views about these issues) and uhm.. enjoy!
The first issue i would like to address is pretty common. It's the difference, between crush and like and love and lust yada yada. Most people.. well teenagers, sometimes confuse themselves by thinking that crush and love are similar. WRONG. They are two totally different things. And love at first sight? I dont believe in it. Why? I would classify this "love at first sight" under lust. Simply because you see a person and you like that person. Your "love" mainly consist of you lusting over their bodies. Let me give you an example. I myself, enjoy looking at muscles(on guys.. like abs and stuff). So if i see a really buff guy, perhaps in the gym, lifting weights, his muscles flexing attractively.. and he has a handsome face, does that mean i "love" him? NO! That simply means that i love his body (well the shape) So yes thats one.
Definitions
Love - An intense feeling of deep affection
Like - The things one likes or prefers
Lust - Very strong sexual desire
Crush - a burning desire to be with someone who you find very attractive and extremely special
So the above example of me, can be classified into probably lust and crush. NOT LOVE. Love is something you have to develop overtime, and even then , there are many different types of love. Oh yes! I cant forget " affection" as well. It is somewhat different from the above too.
Then theres the other scenario : when people pair girl A and boy B together. People think they're sweet together, Girl A doesnt like boy B in the way that everyone wants her to. boy B, also do not like girl A in that way. he only lusts for her body.. Kinda like a playboy.. Due to peer pressure, usually they'll end up together. And because of that, either party will usually be unhappy.. but if that couple is REALLY lucky, they'll end up falling in love lah ahaha. Typical relationships.
Theres also the typical fangirls (like me) who are either in love with fictional characters, or people whom will never notice them . (boybands etc) But thats for another day.
Also, I would love to touch on another topic, friends.
There are many kinds of friends! For example:
1. The "Take-and-go" Friend - These friends are the ones who will take whatever they want from you and go. Like literally
2. The "I-use-you-for-backup" Friend - These people are the ones, in which when their main cliques are not in school/work , they will come and find you.. and stick to you. Then they'll go when their friends come back, treating you indifferently.
3. The " I-only-need-you-because-I-want-to-rant-to-you" friend - Well, i guess the title says it all. Whether you're upset or not, whether you're tired etc, these people will just rant to you about their life affairs, and just.. leave you there after they're done.
4. The "masked" friend - These people, are the most dangerous ones of all. They are the ones, whom you can never figure out. The ones that bootlick high ranking people, the ones that can act as your best friend in one moment, and turn against you in the next. These, are the most poisonous ones of all.
As long as you have friends, its pretty similar to having a relationship. there will certainly be ups and downs, and if your friendship levels are not up to par with the problems you guys are facing, BAM! They're gone! Simple as that. Its like a breakup. So yes, if you dont want to feel the pains of a breakup.. either you dont lose your friends or you just dont socialise at all.. but thats impossible isnt it? :o
Just like every other relationship, when you have a problem, what do you do? You gotta solve it! Its like math. If you skip part (i), you might be able to do part (ii) but you may have difficulties attempting part (iii). Similarly, if you dodge one problem in your relationship (mind you that both parties have to do it together) You definitely will find it difficult to overcome a certain hurdle. So, some people might choose to give up, while some others will try to go back to the actual problem, and solve it. This will depend on both parties' willpowers. No one can help actually. Well maaaaybeee your parents? Ahaha.
I guess that pretty much wraps up everything I wanna talk about today ( I sound kinda mature here)
Anyway, I plan on covering this song ->Queen Athena's song from the little mermaid
(Its really short) But anyway if anyone could make an instrumental on the piano for me I would be so grateful to you! and of course i will dedicate the song to you :) (And i will love you forever) So if anyone could help me with it.. text me if u have my number, dm me on twitter or facebook yea? And we'll discuss it. But take note that im only doing this cover after O levels!
Also, I am no longer a virgin performer! I performed on midsummer's festival, along with my friend SYNC (Check out her youtube channel -> http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXuabudXtINkTJ28o3KCIcA )
We performed "Just the way you are" by Bruno Mars, and i think we did a pretty good job! Yay us!
And if you guys have any dares or requests for me to do, ask them over here -> ask.fm/datshorty
Any dares would be welcome if they're reasonable, and of course you can ask me about my views on other matters!
Do check Sissel out she have a voice of an angel and shes really pretty too!
Okay bye! xoxo
Friday, 30 August 2013
Hey guys!
New post today! (you dont say) I really had a good day today! Basketball was really fun! Hamzah and Bryan are damn funny!! And omg Yang yang hehehehe we did this impersonation of a "pantene" commercial and I literally laughed till I cried!
Then theres Jason, sean, Qiu miao and darren! Damn funny sia all of them!! Darren qiu miao Yangyang and I make a very good team! Hahahaha omg Darren supports me alot so i feel damn safe when he's in my team. Jason is bloody taiko man! His skills are damn good! And hes so funny! I think the phrase of the lesson is "Just throw onlyy" In an auntie like accent xD Qiu miao's shots damn cool also sia! And that Alien Fanclub HAHAHAAH omg those funny scenes damn funny hehehehe
OH YES. and i sung to dhan on whatsapp voice note (this is so not manly) AND I TOTALLY FAILED AHAHAHA I WAS LAUGHING MY GUTS OUT AFTER THAT!!
oh my gosh Idk why i feel so lazy to type.. so this is it i guess...
OH WAIT. I must say I had fun spamming my partner's whatsapp and making his phone lag hahaha!!! Happy belated birthday aye?
Got stuck to listening to Breaking Benjamin because of Darren haha!
my fav so far
New post today! (you dont say) I really had a good day today! Basketball was really fun! Hamzah and Bryan are damn funny!! And omg Yang yang hehehehe we did this impersonation of a "pantene" commercial and I literally laughed till I cried!
Then theres Jason, sean, Qiu miao and darren! Damn funny sia all of them!! Darren qiu miao Yangyang and I make a very good team! Hahahaha omg Darren supports me alot so i feel damn safe when he's in my team. Jason is bloody taiko man! His skills are damn good! And hes so funny! I think the phrase of the lesson is "Just throw onlyy" In an auntie like accent xD Qiu miao's shots damn cool also sia! And that Alien Fanclub HAHAHAAH omg those funny scenes damn funny hehehehe
OH YES. and i sung to dhan on whatsapp voice note (this is so not manly) AND I TOTALLY FAILED AHAHAHA I WAS LAUGHING MY GUTS OUT AFTER THAT!!
oh my gosh Idk why i feel so lazy to type.. so this is it i guess...
OH WAIT. I must say I had fun spamming my partner's whatsapp and making his phone lag hahaha!!! Happy belated birthday aye?
Got stuck to listening to Breaking Benjamin because of Darren haha!
Saturday, 24 August 2013
Hey guys
So i got back my chinese O level results, it wasnt good at all. Very truly disappointed with myself.
Whats worse is that I written all those essays and all for nothing haiz. Best of all, my mom thinks that i didnt put in enough effort. So many people were disappointed in me, Im really sorry.
But then again what can I do? Everytime people will ask about my results, pretty much insensitive when I say its bad. Like wtf. but whatever, I gonna retake and do better I guess. It doesnt help Mother, if you keep rubbing fuckin salt into the wound and say that i didnt study. I truly did, for once. And look what happened.
You always see me slacking around, and when I do my work, you always never seem to be around. Why? Then you accuse me of not doing my work. When i type out my stories, you always shoot me down. Why? Isnt it good that I have practice for my english? Ughhh. Whatever lah. Just think of me as a failure.
I really am thankful to Vanessa and Kerry and Dhaniah who cheered me up when i was really down. I mean, why wouldnt I? After all those scoldings and dissapointed looks and fake smiles people give me. Like what, I know you very happy that you do better lah. Just leave me to wallow in my own pity okay?
And to those who are unsatisfied like me, lets just retake again bah. what can we do at this junction right? Come on, jiayou!
My thoughts are really running really quickly, my mind is jumbled. I feel so horrible. I just cant do this anymore with all this stupid pressure. I know, what a weakling I am right? But seriously, please stop putting high expectations on me because I will probably fail you.
Very depressing post today I know. But seriously i cant do this anymore. I want to give up but i cant. The life of a singaporean student is indeed very stressful, But what can we do?
This song really expresses all my thoughts I guess.
Although we try to look composed, we're dripping with desire.
We're the epitome of humans' unsightliness and defilement.
Lying to and tricking each other is merely one of the rules.
This place has no need for pretty and nice things.
You, who were my comrades yesterday, are my enemies today.
In the process of erasing my cruelly mutilated memories,
you messily devour my brain and slowly become aberrant.
Although we could have trusted one another,
we doubted and injured everyone in sight.
The ticking time calls upon the devil yet again.
What could be your true goal as the lone survivor?
In the process of erasing my cruelly mutilated memories,
you messily devour my brain and slowly become aberrant.
Although we could have trusted one another,
we doubted and injured everyone in sight.
The ticking time calls upon the devil yet again.
(AT THIS POINT, NOT EVEN GOODBYE...)
I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING.
Since doubt only generates more misery,
we should have forgiven one another.
What are you thinking about now?
You're smiling.
So i got back my chinese O level results, it wasnt good at all. Very truly disappointed with myself.
Whats worse is that I written all those essays and all for nothing haiz. Best of all, my mom thinks that i didnt put in enough effort. So many people were disappointed in me, Im really sorry.
But then again what can I do? Everytime people will ask about my results, pretty much insensitive when I say its bad. Like wtf. but whatever, I gonna retake and do better I guess. It doesnt help Mother, if you keep rubbing fuckin salt into the wound and say that i didnt study. I truly did, for once. And look what happened.
You always see me slacking around, and when I do my work, you always never seem to be around. Why? Then you accuse me of not doing my work. When i type out my stories, you always shoot me down. Why? Isnt it good that I have practice for my english? Ughhh. Whatever lah. Just think of me as a failure.
I really am thankful to Vanessa and Kerry and Dhaniah who cheered me up when i was really down. I mean, why wouldnt I? After all those scoldings and dissapointed looks and fake smiles people give me. Like what, I know you very happy that you do better lah. Just leave me to wallow in my own pity okay?
And to those who are unsatisfied like me, lets just retake again bah. what can we do at this junction right? Come on, jiayou!
My thoughts are really running really quickly, my mind is jumbled. I feel so horrible. I just cant do this anymore with all this stupid pressure. I know, what a weakling I am right? But seriously, please stop putting high expectations on me because I will probably fail you.
Very depressing post today I know. But seriously i cant do this anymore. I want to give up but i cant. The life of a singaporean student is indeed very stressful, But what can we do?
This song really expresses all my thoughts I guess.
Room #13943
We have been imprisoned for no reason.Although we try to look composed, we're dripping with desire.
We're the epitome of humans' unsightliness and defilement.
Lying to and tricking each other is merely one of the rules.
This place has no need for pretty and nice things.
You, who were my comrades yesterday, are my enemies today.
In the process of erasing my cruelly mutilated memories,
you messily devour my brain and slowly become aberrant.
Although we could have trusted one another,
we doubted and injured everyone in sight.
The ticking time calls upon the devil yet again.
What could be your true goal as the lone survivor?
In the process of erasing my cruelly mutilated memories,
you messily devour my brain and slowly become aberrant.
Although we could have trusted one another,
we doubted and injured everyone in sight.
The ticking time calls upon the devil yet again.
(AT THIS POINT, NOT EVEN GOODBYE...)
I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING.
Since doubt only generates more misery,
we should have forgiven one another.
What are you thinking about now?
You're smiling.
DESPAIR
Tears turn meaningless, words into hate.
If we can't make ourselves understood, we might as well disappear.
Open our eyes and we see-
Reality.
We know that there is no such thing as hope...
I heard for sure the sound of your disappearing.
Memories lost, Consciousness in darkness...
If this feeling cannot be understood, we might as well throw it away!
Open your eyes and you see-
Reality!
There is not a single thing that is certain...
Everything is wavering right and left, and that's what now is made of...
Fading away or being alive, either way there is no meaning.
Everything is swaying to and forth, and that's what now is made of...
There is not a single thing that is certain...
We know that there is no such thing as hope...
If we can't make ourselves understood, we might as well disappear.
Open our eyes and we see-
Reality.
We know that there is no such thing as hope...
I heard for sure the sound of your disappearing.
Memories lost, Consciousness in darkness...
If this feeling cannot be understood, we might as well throw it away!
Open your eyes and you see-
Reality!
There is not a single thing that is certain...
Everything is wavering right and left, and that's what now is made of...
Fading away or being alive, either way there is no meaning.
Everything is swaying to and forth, and that's what now is made of...
There is not a single thing that is certain...
We know that there is no such thing as hope...
Sunday, 4 August 2013
Hey guys!
Yes im back!! Well only for alittle while, but it's better than nothing right? Well my life had been pretty eventful, with prelims coming up and all. But I guess im managing!( well actually im dyinggggg) Ah wells, with a funny partner by my side, I never fail to be amused and survive through the day. Then there's the ever awesome Godfather and Han and Dee to help me survive my day, so I guess im surviving!
Well first of all i wanna let you guys know that our C div floorball girls are through! They'll be playing in the second round!! WHOOPWHOOP YAY THREE CHEERS THREE CHEERS ESSS ESSS GO GO GO!!!
Next, I wanna talk about my super disobedient correction tape, that refused to do what .. it suppose to do. IT REBELLED. HOW COULD IT. But at least its dead alr. LOL I now have a new correction tape!
Now now, next topic! I tried fasting! Well i wanted to fast for one whole month but... I was so tired during lessons and stuff so I just stopped after one week.. But really, it was super tiring and i needed so much self control!!! Salutes to all muslims!
Finally, lets talk about the topic that I really want to touch on today... Boys. I feel that being a boy is sooooo much easier than being a girl! Why do i say that? Here are some reasons:
1. If you're not pretty, you're judged
2. You gotta stand in front of the mirror, for minutes, hours whatever, JUST TO STYLE YOUR HAIR
3. If you wear a simple pants and shirt, people will think you're tomboyish
4. If you play rough, people will think you're tomboyish
5. If you put on makeup, people think youre a slut
6. When you have your period, and it leaked, ITS SO EMBARASSING
7. If you have HUUUUUGE THIGHS (like me) You get judged
8. Boobs too small? Get judged
9. Gamer girl? Gets questioned about ability
And of course, there's many many more. Advantages of being a guy? Well there are plentiful! For example, you get the thrill of chasing the girl you like (minus the rejection.. that is ouch) . You won't get backstabbed by your friends( applies more to the females) . You wont get judged if u wear pants and shirt out (in fact some guys look simply yummy in that) and best of all? Boys.Dont.Have.Menses. Ba dum tss
Hence, sometimes i really wonder whats it like to be a guy...Definitely I dont want to experience a kick in the nuts (ouch) But it'll be fun! I mean, have you ever wonder what its like, to be someone of the opposite gender? :) That would definitely be a thrilling experience. Of course, I dont mean i dont like being a girl.. I love being pampered, treated like a princess and all, but really, it do come with lots of obstacles haha!
Shoutout to my lovely wife Sammy <3 : http://myscreenshotsoflife.blogspot.sg/
Oh yes, I got instagram now HAHAHAHA follow me! : Datshortymeriku
Peace out
Yes im back!! Well only for alittle while, but it's better than nothing right? Well my life had been pretty eventful, with prelims coming up and all. But I guess im managing!( well actually im dyinggggg) Ah wells, with a funny partner by my side, I never fail to be amused and survive through the day. Then there's the ever awesome Godfather and Han and Dee to help me survive my day, so I guess im surviving!
Well first of all i wanna let you guys know that our C div floorball girls are through! They'll be playing in the second round!! WHOOPWHOOP YAY THREE CHEERS THREE CHEERS ESSS ESSS GO GO GO!!!
Next, I wanna talk about my super disobedient correction tape, that refused to do what .. it suppose to do. IT REBELLED. HOW COULD IT. But at least its dead alr. LOL I now have a new correction tape!
Now now, next topic! I tried fasting! Well i wanted to fast for one whole month but... I was so tired during lessons and stuff so I just stopped after one week.. But really, it was super tiring and i needed so much self control!!! Salutes to all muslims!
Finally, lets talk about the topic that I really want to touch on today... Boys. I feel that being a boy is sooooo much easier than being a girl! Why do i say that? Here are some reasons:
1. If you're not pretty, you're judged
2. You gotta stand in front of the mirror, for minutes, hours whatever, JUST TO STYLE YOUR HAIR
3. If you wear a simple pants and shirt, people will think you're tomboyish
4. If you play rough, people will think you're tomboyish
5. If you put on makeup, people think youre a slut
6. When you have your period, and it leaked, ITS SO EMBARASSING
7. If you have HUUUUUGE THIGHS (like me) You get judged
8. Boobs too small? Get judged
9. Gamer girl? Gets questioned about ability
And of course, there's many many more. Advantages of being a guy? Well there are plentiful! For example, you get the thrill of chasing the girl you like (minus the rejection.. that is ouch) . You won't get backstabbed by your friends( applies more to the females) . You wont get judged if u wear pants and shirt out (in fact some guys look simply yummy in that) and best of all? Boys.Dont.Have.Menses. Ba dum tss
Hence, sometimes i really wonder whats it like to be a guy...Definitely I dont want to experience a kick in the nuts (ouch) But it'll be fun! I mean, have you ever wonder what its like, to be someone of the opposite gender? :) That would definitely be a thrilling experience. Of course, I dont mean i dont like being a girl.. I love being pampered, treated like a princess and all, but really, it do come with lots of obstacles haha!
Shoutout to my lovely wife Sammy <3 : http://myscreenshotsoflife.blogspot.sg/
Oh yes, I got instagram now HAHAHAHA follow me! : Datshortymeriku
Peace out
Friday, 28 June 2013
Hey guys! (Rant post)
Okay now my virtual holidays are going to end (Im sad) and I havent finished my homework. Well those that i dont know, so i guess thats alright. Recently i wasnt able to sleep until around 1,2am? So Im really really tired and i think im falling sick too OTL (seriously why now) I'll just take panadol LOL
Now, I realised i have put on weight. Yep, a girl's greatest fear other than being disfigured. WHYYY WHY WHYYYY. Okay i guess its not so bad because i lost weight at my grannies, but that means that i didnt make any progress at all. Damn Im back to square one. Haiz. So yea I guess imma work out more?
Next, studies is really being a pain in the ass right now, especially when I know that my national exams are slowly creeping up on me. Yes, I want to do well, but Seriously, im too lazy to study. Can I just implant a chip in my brain and like... yea.. just.. go in the examination halls like that LOL. So yea.
I had fun at kerry's yesterday, we did a costest :'D It had been awhile since I did cosplay makeup and all, and I also discovered RWBY. Which is really cool! Personally, I like Yellow :) Her sass is simply intriguing. Of course, she's not all bark and no bite! I didnt really like white though, too.. ladylike for me! ahhaha . I didnt understand Black as well but i like her! Red is also really really cool! Cant wait for the series to come out!
Also, my cosplay idols, King x Mon, are coming to singapore tomorrow! I WANNA SEE THEM! But i cant because i gotta attend a talk from TP. //cries a river// Haiz, i guess its simply life to have its ups and downs.. Im having my down period now, but i just gotta endure a few more months, and IM FREE. JIAYOU MERI!
Okay now my virtual holidays are going to end (Im sad) and I havent finished my homework. Well those that i dont know, so i guess thats alright. Recently i wasnt able to sleep until around 1,2am? So Im really really tired and i think im falling sick too OTL (seriously why now) I'll just take panadol LOL
Now, I realised i have put on weight. Yep, a girl's greatest fear other than being disfigured. WHYYY WHY WHYYYY. Okay i guess its not so bad because i lost weight at my grannies, but that means that i didnt make any progress at all. Damn Im back to square one. Haiz. So yea I guess imma work out more?
Next, studies is really being a pain in the ass right now, especially when I know that my national exams are slowly creeping up on me. Yes, I want to do well, but Seriously, im too lazy to study. Can I just implant a chip in my brain and like... yea.. just.. go in the examination halls like that LOL. So yea.
I had fun at kerry's yesterday, we did a costest :'D It had been awhile since I did cosplay makeup and all, and I also discovered RWBY. Which is really cool! Personally, I like Yellow :) Her sass is simply intriguing. Of course, she's not all bark and no bite! I didnt really like white though, too.. ladylike for me! ahhaha . I didnt understand Black as well but i like her! Red is also really really cool! Cant wait for the series to come out!
Also, my cosplay idols, King x Mon, are coming to singapore tomorrow! I WANNA SEE THEM! But i cant because i gotta attend a talk from TP. //cries a river// Haiz, i guess its simply life to have its ups and downs.. Im having my down period now, but i just gotta endure a few more months, and IM FREE. JIAYOU MERI!
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