Hey guys!

So yesterday, was my last 'training session' with my floorball girls.. haizz gonna miss them so much.. Almost everyone cried, including coach! So touched ;w; The girls also had this surprise for us! There was pizza and cake! The cake was sooooo good okay *Q* I had a really good time, and i will really miss the girls.. after all, we spent 3 years together training, all the sweat and training we went through. They are all a precious part of my memories and I really love them.

Exams are also round the corner, and Im totally not prepared for it.. nyuuuuu. Ah wells. I just hope i can pass and maybe improve? Received lots of test papers from the various teachers so it is definitely a great help! Meeting Rian and Ishak on Sunday for them to teach me science.. and math. Gosh I guess its all great.

Moving on to more light-hearted matters, Sean is now my Nii chan, Edward is now my nii chan hahahah i have so many brothers xD Also, speech day is tomorrow! Whoopwhoop! Can get prize huehuehuehue (PS im getting the CCA awards) I had fun during the rehearsals because Lionel, Clemence, Saf and the others were so funny :)

My C div girls also won both of their games against St Theresa and Cat High! Im so proud of them! I guess this is what my parents feel when I get a prize hehehehe. Wish them all the best and win for us seniors! hahaha

I also recently made friends with this guy named Aldrin (Al for short) whos really nice AND HE WATCHED HXH YAY so yeaaaa xD we dont say hi like what normal people do. We pose hahahaha. He dared me to do the Gwiyomi 6 pics thingy so i accepted it, and hes gonna show me his gwiyomi too! yaaaay
So i guess I'll update the gwiyomi pic soon up here as well xD

And sports day! It was so fun! I took over for Xuan Lin because her leg is injured, and guess what?! We won 3rd in the 4 x 400M race! WHOOPWHOOP. Our class's cheerleading was damn awesome okay. Our whole class is awesome kay. I had so much fun!

So yep, time to get back to reality because life is not all fun and games :< Gotta start studying for MYE soon. Thats all for now! <3

Hey hey yo yooo!

So I finally update my blog again! -slapped- Anyway, NAPFA IS OVERRRR YUSHHHH. But i did averagely. Is there even such a word hahahaha xD But yes , my sit and reach, only 35cm AHAHAHAHA That shows how inflexible i am.. ;w; Nii chan and I got 35 for sit and reach hahahaha

And Nii chan also helped me for 2.4km, by encouraging me on hahaha. And after we ran, we were given our placings. He got 5 and i got 6. But initially when i received it i overturned it by accident so it looked like a 9 and i asked Darren "Why did u give me 9?" He was like "upside down lahh" Omg i was so embarassed hahahaha. I was so revved up after the 2.4km run! It was fun :) Tiring, but fun

During recess, dhan and I went over tot he General office to see if her items were reported. But when we reached the foyer, i saw coach sitting there at the bench. My eyes literally popped out LOL. Me being my goofy self, just screamed 'HEY COACH!" then waved like a maniac hahahaha. he looked so awkward sitting there i swear. But anyways he was here to sign some papers thingy. I thought he would suddenly say that we have some training lol thank god he didnt! Anyway, dhan and I went back to the bball court to assemble and i decided to prank my all time favourite floorball buddy, Atika :D Her face was priceless! hehehehe and yes she was oh so furious hahaha but i still love her (no homo)

Anyway, Fairytail is really giving me alot of feels. ALOT of feels i tell you! im like ;w; omg nooooo dont give upppp and stuff like that. Its really really awesome. Gajeel and lily are adorable as a team! and the Exceeds Queen is so pretty

So yeaaaa :D

Hey guys

So anyways, we had the St margs match today. We lost. Yep, we lost. 6-9. I guess i am pretty disappointed because i think i didnt really do well. Well, thats my POV at least. St margs really improved alot, and my teammates really played damn well. Its just me.. And my horrible skills. Dammit. I shouldve train harder, become faster, more agile, and maybe more bigger. But, i did my best. I think i can do better. And i will, against springfield.

My ankle and wrist are injured ._. Siann ah. tmr still got high jump. Ah wells, as long as i dont press my ankle it wont hurt.

I know today's post is short, but its basically a reflection of my match today so yea. Kay bai

Sup homies

ITS AFTER CT WUAHAHHAHAHAH YUSH. YUUUUSH BABEH YUSHHHH

I died. LOL BUT 'SOKAY, I REVIVED

and i realised that our next floorball game is like.. next friday.. owo So fast sia i not prepared. Somemore somemore coach said he might not be able to train us on wed. Damn. Ah wells.

I went to bugis yesterday! To go goalie shopping with the other goalies, and miss azizah, and coach (duh) LOL IT WAS FUN. LIKE REALLY REALLY. WUAHAHAH. Cause i came late, Coach had to pick me up because idk where his shop is at. Yep, he has a shop. Hes the official distributor of the new floorball brand named 'jedberg' sounds cool LOL But yea, so on the way there, since it was raining, i couldnt exactly hear what he was saying. And he was wearing nice clothes. LOL. pink. LOL

me:"eh yo coach "
coach:"you must have waited long -mumblemumble- Sorry im quite tired -mumblemumble-
me (in my head) Whats that gotta do with me HAHAHAH but LOL funny sia

Then there were those big puddles of water, coach being coach, gracefully jumped over it, and me? This big fat oaf just jumped into the puddle of water HAHAHA effectively splashing coach HAHAHAHA SORRY COACH I DIDNT MEAN TO BUT OH GOD HAHAHAHAHHA

yea i burst out laughing, and coach was like "youre having alot of fun hor"
and im like " HECK YEA!" then laughed again LOL i sound like some mad woman. but yea

then i was playing battle cats then i unlocked the dictionary so i realised that i was fighting a bisexual hippo. A BISEXUAL HIPPO HAHAHAHAHAHA i kept laughing then coach said that im wierd. again LOL

I MET THE NATIONAL GOALIE OH GOD OH GOD SAVE ME SOMEONE AHHHHH. She was about the same size as me, and it really boost my confidence in the sense that like "size doesnt matter" yea. so i was really happy. No offense, i expected her to be bigger size but, YAY.

Thats about it i guess, till next time. ciao

Herro

Last post till after CT lawl. So yea
Am currently swimmin' in the sea of history. I mean.. Its fun in its own way LOL. -nerdmode-
How do you differentiate the leaders of the past? Their mustaches! All diff shapes and sizes HAHAHAHA
omg lol :3

And we end our first round with all wins, we got a clean sheet against Loyang 8-0. First cleansheet of the year. yeahh. And i got scolded by coach because i keep saying crap LOL So im gonna change my cuss words to marshmellows maybe? hahahaha. And theres the Busan joke.. :x hehehehe xD

And yeaaaa these days are like study school training sleep and shizz liddat. Have to return on Saturday for Chem and Phys ASP. :< Ms sakinah talk so fast i cant exactly catch stuff ;w; ah wells, study on my own then loool

AS LONG AS I GOT MY SUIT AND TIE IMMA LEAVE IT ALL ON THE FLOOR TONIGHT LEMME SHOW YOU A FEW THINGS

LOL random hahaha. So.. Yea i lost respect for someone recently.. I was actually really sad when i heard what happened, so.. im moving on to support the other someone ;) heheheh xD

And today was tiring LOL i kinda fell asleep in sitting position LOL it looked hilarious LOLOL

KAYBYE
 MISS YOU BLOG
HUGS KISSES MUACKMUACK
ew

Hey guys!

So today i got new gear!! YAAAAY
Its like.. HUGE so when i put it on i look BIG! its awesome xD and long sleeve sooo... I think i can fool people into believing that im a big sized, short fat keeper HAHAHA. Its like.., blue and blank, which is cool :D YAY

And today in physics ms sakinah damn cute eh! Her longos are always "Why? not happy ah" hahaha damn funny lah she.

Also, there was training today, which was fun haha. Coach made up do this new movement of which i named "spider" cause its wiggly. like wiggle wiggle wiggle wiggle! Im not making sense LOL

Now to the depressing part, if you dont want to know, dont read on. Simple. YES IM DEPRESSED OKAY. I bet im Pmsing, but whatever

These days, after embarking on the journey of sec 4s, I find that I lost myself somewhere along the way, and I feel just like a shell of my existence.

Ever since My grandpa died, Ive never been so hyper like i was in sec 3. I guess alittle part of me died along with him?

Ever since im in sec 4 , I feel like im invisible to people somehow, I feel like a shadow, just like a ghost in a way. I began to feel left out, from my friends. I mean, they have their own group of friends, Im simply another person. and when this "other person" is not included in many things, eg group outings, dinners, study groups.. That other person slowly fades into the background, only to be noticed when people need her for something.

She will always feel like a third party, never knowing what is happening between the group, she is left out in the dark, alone, tired, with millions of questions raging through her mind.

She feels the knife of betrayal stabbing through her heart, yet she couldnt bring herself to remove it, to join in. She tried, oh she tried so hard, however, she just cant fit in.

When she tries to speak during these group's discussion, her voice, was ignored. They thought , she was tired, they thought, she was emo. However, she was just confused. All I see, is a lonely upset girl.

And in her class, she has friends. However, she drifted away, trying to find solitude, but she cant.

She has this friend, who comes to her, only to rant at her and use her as a punching bag. She used her, to vent her frustrations, so that she can be happy, to have a load off her shoulders. She used to be close to this friend though, however, they drifted apart. That friend found another group to be with. And that girl.. was left alone once again.. Only to be found when she needed a rant..

Now, this very same girl, has other friends, however, since she wants to protect herself from the very same reject, the very same separation that will eventually happen in time, she distances herself from others, oh very innocent others. Building a wall in between her and others, she, can never trust the same way ever again.

She was broken

That girl, is me.

Yay new post

So I guess im gonna start on a mini story, which accentuates the beauty of friendship.. Well no actually I would like to bring light to the ugly sides of friendships, which could really turn out ugly. And yes, I write from experience and through observations so I believe i can pull this through!

Recently i read this ebook on wattpad, named 'The Black Knight' which is a beautiful story about a love like no other, and it is truly a special story as this story involves a heavily scarred man and a beggar. And.. Im not gonna reveal no more. :) Read it if youre interested!

So, a peep into my piece, named 'Friendship Ties'

You told me, "youve changed'
You told me, ' You're drifting away'
But do remember, you were the one who caused it, and i aint gonna change for you. Cause you arent worth my time. 
So.. 
Sayonara to our friendship
Let the acting and drama of your presumed 'friendship' begin

I know we once said 'I will never give up on our friendship' 
But where is the love?
Where did you hide your true self? 
No.. no I cannot comprehend this nonsense
Hence I turned my back on you, 
Leaving you spiraling into the pit of greed,power,fame
I just hope.. You wont abandon your true self..

So yea! Something like that ^^ Gonna upload it bit by bit on wattpad i guess. Will keep you guys updated!

We officially made it into the second round, where the games become tougher, where our true opponents lie in wait, ready for the hunt. I do hope our fixtures are good!

Recently, there is this craze about something called the Harlem Shake. Whats that all about? its taking the world by storm!

Erm. Idk what else to say LOL
So yea well..

Bye!