Holy frick guys

I've reached 2000+ views! Thats really awesome! I've never actually expected that many people to read my blog *^* After all i blog about nonsense AHAHAHAHA. Happy new year guys! 2013 left, 2014 came, and hopefully it's gonna be a good year for all of us!

Something funny to share with you guys -> A few days ago I went walking with Melvin. Before I left the house, I realised that I was wearing my spiderman boxers. In other words, I almost walked out of my house in spiderman boxers. Yes, SPIDERMAN BOXERS w(=3=)w Haha well it doesn't sound very funny now though ._.

OH MY GOSH YOU KNOW IM FREAKIN PISSED RIGHT NOW I HAVENT PISSED YET BUT IM GONNA FINISH THIS BEFORE I GO TO THE TOILET OKAY DAMN

You know, when you tell me something which is apparently "beneficial" to me, DONT SCREAM IT INTO MY FACE GDI I DONT LIKE IT UGH UGH UGH Obviously i wont be happy RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT. RIIIIIIIIGHT

EH AND JUST BECAUSE YOU DEAL WITH SHIT AT WHEREVER YOU ARE, DONT BRING BACK THE ANGER AND UNLEASH IT ON US OKAY ERMIGERD THATS SO ANNOYING OF COURSE ILL GET ANNOYED AND RAGE TOO RIGHT HMMMPH XBSDHBCVDHVJCBS NO JUST NO ARGH DICK BISCUITS

I added alot of new cosplans too recently >w>  Gonna attach some photos here later to update you guys! The facebook one is not really accurate because i keep adding then deleting awhile later HAHAHA okay anyway

I FRICKING LOVE GUYS IN GLASSES OKAY I ADMIT IT I HAVE A MEGANE FETISH ;w; I mean its like... if youre a hot guy AND you wear specs too, theres a big possibility that i'll be like *^* //shiny eyes

Okay i really dont think im in the right mood to blog today ahhhhhh //rolls everywhere
someone give me porridge
I love porridge

PLANS FOR 2014 ( those with Smiley faces means Im reshooting)
I think its pretty obvious which plan is the most important xD

Okay im done for today i need to pee bye

HI GUYS

Yes im back with another post LOL haish its been awhile hasnt it? My gosh my fingers are flying all over the keyboard i have so much to say yet i cant tell everything you know how hard that is QAQ . I really cannot ugh.

You know that moment when two women aka mum and I have our period? Yes its not a pretty sight at all. Shes angry, im stressed, KASHIBABOOOOOOM. There you got it. Anyway music is the only thing keeping my sanity right now ugh QAQ im so stressed stupid hormones ah

Anyway its been really busy for me these days.. I had a shoot yesterday (Project pt 1) with husbando and Shaun! Shaun is really patient with us, especially when we have to do that "kissy" kinda shot. Literally laughed like no tomorrow HAHAHAHA. Dont ask me why either its really tough to do those shots prz who says its easy hahaha. There was this scene where husbando was "proposing" to me and theres this kid that went like "OMG THEYRE GETTING MARRIED" HAHAHAH when we heard that I think we laughed like no tomorrow HAHAH. IT WAS SO HILARIOUS OKAY HUEHUEHUE. Of course Shaun wasnt too happy though because im like.. "HAHAHUEHAHUEHHOHAYUDHB" and I became super derp HAHAHA. Talking about that Shaun's house was AWESOME. SO NICE SIA.

The next day (aka today) I was supposed to go for training but well i slept till like 10am then i saw coach's msg that it was combined training. I was supposed to wake up and go but well i fell asleep again and woke at like 12.45 HAHAHA. My body is pretty much tired haish . Sorry coach

Oh! The weekend before this was really hectic too! Saturday was supposed to be our Riri x Karu shoot with Tsuki but it got cancelled so I went to work instead! it was so tiring x.x still fun but i think my body was overworked haish. the next day, i attended EOY! but before that, i went to husbando's house and we made rice balls for our friends! Well she made pancakes for me huehuehue ITS NICE. AND HUSBANDO = MINE.2BAD5U.

Anyway I forgot what i wanted to type because the song playing is so sad i crey and i stopped typing for ice cream heheheh Now that i finished my ice cream my ideas all fly away liao hohoho

Oh! I started a few paragraphs of UB alr, chapter 6 should be up soon! I hope! I cant really think of any original ideas without making it too ridiculous or supernatural. Its like I wanna stay on the "real" side but at the same time with dabs of supernatural (or special stuff idk) I hope to kill off either of the characters in the later chapters HAHAHAH. Well.. okay maybe not .. maybe harm them or something. You know, its easy to write gore than anything else. Love stories are stupid, ironically UB is about love. Haish. Might as well twist the story to have a more horrific kind of setting.

I promised myself that i would buy a slice of cake at least for my birthday and until now, i still havent got it HAHHAHA well.. lazy like hell LOL . Talking about that, my birthday was simply another day i guess, went to work at a hotel LOL. Made lots of friends and i learnt a few skills! woohoo! I was really awkward at the start you know.. its like china people everywhereee. Then the agent people start coming later LOL.

Currently stuck on the song "Just be Friends" again. Yes again hahaha, well the song is really sad tbh.,. I still think the guy broke up with the girl because he's gay HAHAHA. The saddest part of the song is this:

愛してるのに　離れがたいのに　僕が言わなきゃ	Aishiteru no ni hanare gatai no ni boku ga iwanakya	I still love you, I don't wanna be apart from you, but I have to tell you
心に土砂降りの雨が　呆然（ぼうぜん）　竦然（しょうぜん）　視界も煙る	Kokoro ni doshaburi no ame ga bouzen shouzen shikai mo kemuru	It's raining heavily in my mind I'm stunned, I'm standing dead, my vision is blurry
覚悟してた筈（はず）の　その痛み　それでも貫かれるこの体	Kakugo shiteta hazu no sono itami sore demo tsuranukareru kono karada	Despite my determination, the pain is still penetrating
ふたりを繋いでた絆　綻（ほころ）び　解け　日常に消えてく	Futari o tsunai deta kizunahokorobi hodoke nichijou ni kieteku	The bond between us has come apart and is dying away in everyday
さよなら愛した人　ここまでだ　もう振り向かないで歩き出すんだ	Sayonara aishita hito koko made da mou furimukanai de arukidasunda	Goodbye, my sweetheart, it's over we have to leave without turning back

!Hi guys!

Its been awhile hasnt it? :3 Anyways heres a new update! huehue obviously.. Its been an eventful few days so I didnt have the time to update much so.. HAHAHA

These events are not in order because I'm just gonna write what i remember first! I'll start with my "Departures" shoot! Omg i swear I hate tube dresses like HOW DO YOU EVEN GET THEM TO STICK TO YOUR BODY URGH the dress kept dropping! Horrible horrible experience. Anywayyy, I was also horrible. My facial expressions suck my positions suck my facial features suck i suck. That literally summarises the whole shoot. Sorry to husbando and YS who had to tahan my super ewwwww self OTL
I'll try my best for "Departures" round 2!

Next was my work experience! Yay! I work for Lovethatbag and everyone was so friendly! The bossus were pleased with me and im really happy seeing the customers happy my heart bubbled up *^* i think i earned lots of commision too! hurray!

Thirdly was the shoot at Telok blangah! Well it was a tiring day! Woke up early to make bentos with le husbando and i met her aunt for the first time.. SHES SO ADORBS OMG <3 <3 <3 (slowly meeting le husbandos entire famz ) After that we practically rushed down in a cab to Telok Blangah.. Speaking of which, thanks to mum no 2 (aka husbando's mum for giving us moolah for the taxi! <3 ) Thanks to bossu for shooting for me! I dont think i suit Riri too :/ And im literally the queen of derp okay so well uh //creys. Its like i have to make bossu shoot around 3-5 shots before theres one satisfactory one so... Thank you so much for your help bossu! <3 And also thanks to bossu no 2 for the coke :) I literally guzzled drinks down LOL.

Fourth was L2P! We reached around 3+? Well somewhere there yea. And GUYS I KISSED MY HUSBANDO ON THE CHEEK WE NOW KNOW WHO WEARS TEH PANTS IN THE RELATIONSHIP (aka me most of the time) HOHOHOHOHO HER CHEEK SO BOUNCY HEOKHEOKHEOK. Technically i kissed kirito . Omg Wow. Suki. Love. OMG. Halp.fangirl AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Also thanks to my bby Kyo for being my Karuta! Literally made Vio and Hongzhu's brain explode trying to remember who i am :") But at least they remembered YAY. I dont recognize most people.. neither do they recognize me LOLOLOL. I guess thats the consequence of leaving the community for such a long time! Truthfully im also alittle reluctant to come back because ofmy horrible cosplay and figure..well...so yea im not really sure ehhh... might consider another hiatus again idk.

Fifth, i went to S.E.Aquarium at Sentosa with le chinchow peeps and kakarot,hohoho had lots of fun there! And can i just say that the seafood look really yummy HAHAHA. Well i couldnt eat them though
! Sad :/ but truly the experience was amazing! There were so many displays and aquarium of fishes and did i mention the utterly adorable stingray?! The stingray..rather, the underside of the stingray looked so adorable!! ill post pictures when my computer is up ag ain... basically i had a really good time with le peeps! Cant thank melvin for the tickets though. Thanks again pal!

Oh and while im at it, i seriously hate clingy people. Thats right guys. I hate them. Ironically im clingy too but thats usually only if i like you. Anyway back to the issue. I find people who cling too much kinda...irritating because they wont be giving me enough freedom to do other stuff... so thats one

Also since im really busy these days, if im not doing a photoshoot,work or planning, i would be sleeping and im not even kidding. So to those that i didnt reply to your texts... please understand.. or dont text me at all or else you might be dissapointed. There ive warned you guys. Carry on at your own risk. Of course i really appreciate these texts but its not all the time can i reply to you yea.. so uhm im sorry.

I think that is pretty much it this time! I do hope i can find the time to update soon.. ciao!

Hey guys!

IM FINALLY BACK IN SINGAPORE HAHAHAHAHA 2 days ago :> Indonesia and Thailand are beautiful!

First I went to Indonesia, and had really cool experiences! Heres a list of what i did :

1. Batik mask painting
2. Visiting Batik factories
3. Visiting Silver factories
4. Getting a ride on 2 fabulous buffalos
5. Planting Rice
6. Chasing ducks in the paddy field :>

According to Ben, I have to put my beneheart and benesoul into benepost on my beneblog because it sounds benemazing! AHAHAHAH and he's making a benecall and now he's beneback :> I hope he still benelove us :D AHAHAHAHA

Batik mask painting isnt as easy as it sounds you know? Its like we have to work with wax and it really drips all over the place!Mine really looked horrible :( And you see them masks, them pretty masks being sold at cheap prices yet we simply walk past it :( (pssst buy from them) The Batik factories are pretty cool too! The workers made batik painting look easy BUT ITS A LIE REALLY LOL ITS HARD AS HELL

Theres nothing much in the Silver factory ._. Its like uhm guys who were working there were smoking ( and I really hate people smoking in my face) so yea. Theres really nothing much.

OMG GUYS, I RODE A BUFFALO YES I RODE A BUFFALO AWWYEAAAA ITS LIKE SO COOL AND I GOT SPLASHED WITH MUD BUT ITS OKAY BECAUSE BUFFALOS <3 And gosh they're HUGE! Or maybe im just small LOL but no i mean come on im like 158cm. So yep! One of the buffalos shat (Is this past tense of shit? ._. ) when i was on it! HAHAHAHA I really am not sure why animals like to shit/pee when im on it! hahahaha.

Planting rice was well, tiring, but fun! Tried planting rice once before in Hanoi too :) Anyway! After that we actually chased ducks on the paddy field! When I say 'we', i meant my mum, edmund and I ._. that's all ahahaha! it wasnt exactly fun because the ducks keep going up to the uhhh what do you call it..? OH RIGHT, LEDGE. When i caught it it was like ...shivering so badly :/ Well at least they're roaming around freely now... or eaten idk AHHAHAHA

So thats basically it for my Indonesia trip! I would write about my Thailand trip but im too lazy.. maybe tonight idk see my mood AHAHAHAH Anyway i shouldnt keep Ben waiting too long AHAHAH Sorry manz

Bye!

Hey guys!

I just realised that my blog views reaches 1800+ !! Thank you for expressing interest in my life! I was so shocked when I saw that amount of views! I mean.. My life isn't that interesting anyway.,. Okay you can say it is.. somewhat..?

The past week have been pretty busy for me as I've been going out almost everyday.. Yep im not kidding. Well okay I stayed home yesterday because mother didnt let me go out (i was so stressed idk why omg Im so sorry wifey) But yea I think its probably because the person Im going out with is SUPER CHIO and pretty and beautiful girl so yea I guess I was quite insecure that I didnt put on makeup as she did? So yea lah arguement with mother and yada bleh

Well its been tiring going out everyday, but I really enjoy these days! I get to spend time with everyone that I havent seen in ages! Speaking of which, i had breakfast with my primary school friends, Clems, Mels, and Ben (well technically he was there) So yeaaaa. we teased Ben alot because his accent changed due to the two years he spent in Canada and we were talking about Maple leaves AHAHAH. Maple leaves are cool! Maybe if i can find one I'll laminate it and use it as a bookmark hahahah, provided the leave is pretty :)

I also did a tour video of ESPS for Ben! Many things have changed, after all theres the new principal and all, theres bound to be changes. I still prefer Mr Teo though, although he is naggy heheheh. Apparently ESPS field is gone now. They're building some structure there and im not exactly sure if its an extension to the building or just an ISH :o I guess we just have to wait and see! The construction workers were like giving us wierd looks when we were walking around.. probably because they weren't expecting any visitors i guess? Idk, or maybe its just my wierdness HEHEH.

One other annoying thing about these days is that I keep getting paired up with this guy although I am absolutely single. But he's my bro though. Hence I'm close to him. (Im mostly close with guys k) Anyway because of me being close to my bro my friend is pretty jealous now.. Well if im in her shoes I'd go around with a knife already-- nvm the point is I hurt this pretty lady and I didnt even realise. What kind of a friend am I? Gosh I really dont know.. I'm so occupied with reconnecting, having fun with everyone that I neglected her ( idk lah but I can feel that the connection is getting weaker and weaker). But maybe its just me? But I guess its my fault bah.. But seriously i have no idea what to do really. I'll ask mom in the morning.

Can't believe im actually reflecting and updating my blog now at like 2am in the morning hais. I should be sleeping now but yea im still up. I seriously shouldn't be up but I really cant sleep hahahha. Well at least this blog post helps me sort out my thinking.

Sometimes I feel that my blunt attitude is really bad. I mean like I can literally go up to you (regardless of if youre a stranger) and just go like " Youre pretty" "I like your hair" "I think youre wierd but thats a compliment" Yea so maybe I should rein that in. I dont think being blunt in the society now will do me good. In fact, i think it'll bring me more harm I think. I wish i dont have such an eccentric behavior too. I mean, Im really wierd. But i think its a good thing because I stand out from the crowd i guess?

Also I wish I can sing. Well i can, but i sing terribly. I really dislike my voice and i have no idea why.. Maybe I should just go for voice training and hopefully my voice would sound nicer. I hope hahaha.

I really cant wait to go to Indonesia! However, mother said that i cant go mt Merapi - which is the destination i was looking forward to the most. What a disappointment.. I would definitely love to see obsidian stones and maybe the diamonds the harvest ( I quote Lorde " I've never seen a diamond in the flesh" - Royals) hehehe Lorde is awesome!

Speaking of Lorde, I love her song "Tennis Court"! Initially I couldn't understand what was going on in the MV but suddenly it dawned upon me that she was singing with her eyes! What a brilliant gem. I'm looking forward to listening to more of her songs! Although she's barely a year older than me, she acheived way more than me and due to that, sometimes I feel inferior but  I guess I can dream right? Maybe complete my course and get my dream job and all.

Is it just me or this post is extremely long HAHAHAHA. Good luck to those who actually bothered to read man. You must really care alot to read till the end. Anyway, I costested with Kerry recently and wow I became really lazy. I took quite awhile to finish my makeup and all, but at least its even and droopy (Because the character is sad) So yea even if i smile it looks like a sad smile. Much nice.

I'm not exactly sure if I want to end here or not.. Gosh I have too many things running through my mind. Maybe I should just write something right?

You fought to live, you fought to protect

In the process earning great respect , 

you lost your sanity

because there's a price to pay for everything. 

Relaxing your grip on the fragile string that ties you to humanity

You fall hard, expecting the worst, but it never came

Why? You wondered. You try to stand up. But you realised you're shackled.

"Let me go!" You screamed to no avail. No one can hear you. The silent darkness cloaks you with cold.

You shiver.

Okay so I have no idea what exactly I've written. It just flowed into my mind naturally. But it seems to be full of despair ahahaha.. Well, I tried. My playlist is like playing The Wanted songs right now. Bringing me back down feelings lane. Whatever I felt when I listened to their songs all came rushing back to me, and it really brings back memories! Ah. Nostalgia.

I guess I should really sleep now. The best song to describe my feelings now is probably Reason - Hoobastank. Yea i know, its an old song, but still dear to me. 

Nights! 

Meri

O LEVELS ARE OVERRRR HURRAY

HELLOOOOO FREEDOM! The science MCQ paper was pretty manageable! I have faith in it! I will get a benedistinction! (I hope) AHAHAHAHA. Gosh puns using names are really hilarious!

Okay so today after the paper, Sean and I rushed down to Eunos first to collect my Toph wigs-- Well basically 2 bob wigs =w= . Then we went over to Sengkang for a supposed meetup but since the person didnt show up, we went to collect the lenses from Macpherson (Paradize Lenses). 

Okay so basically this post will be a review of my experience while having transactions with Paradize Lenses

My experience with Paradize Lenses:

Well the reason I ordered from them is due to the fact that they can do their collections at Paya Lebar, which was really close to where I live, so its convenient and all. When the lenses arrived, I asked the admins if I could collect it on 11-11-13 (today) Because I can collect all my stuffs in one go and not waste $$ collecting my stuff over and over again.. Well when I wanted to collect the lenses, the admin told me about some extra charges that I've not come across (nor did she mention) before i bought the lenses from her. So uhm.. I did try to go accomodate to her timings but uh she said that she was going out straight after her exams (which was the same as mine. I think she forgot that our MCQ paper was in the morning) But I remember telling the admin really early that i wanted to collect the lenses on 11-11-13. Then the admin offered Mailing.. So i thougt, why not? So i asked if there were extra charges, and she said yes. Mailing got extra charges, meetups at her convinience also have extra charges (because someone else was delivering for her) so i was pretty bummed out. Apparently "Meetup at ur preffered timing is arnd $2" and "But at macpherson though" So what i dont understand is why is there extra charges when we are meeting at your preferred location..? But ah wells. She also mentioned about if we are late there will be extra charges again.. which is pretty reasonable i guess? But uhmm.. You gotta ask for a buffer time of course. Because i feel that that is only fair. And she gave it to me :D 

I haven't tried the lenses yet though. Will review them soon when i need to use them. But yea overall service was a little different from the normal meetups (I feel). So when you wanna buy from Paradize Lenses, do take note of the T&Cs which i failed to take note.. And perhaps you might have a smoother transaction with them! Overall I rate 6/10. Will probably come back and purchase, but only if my friends are interested too. psps, thanks for the 2 contact lenses casing! <3

Next, will be reviewing the BOBO wig I bought from taobao via Aeris (AKA Angel). Link: http://item.taobao.com/item.htm?spm=a230r.1.14.53.ATfEfS&id=21977439622

Firstly I would like to thank Angel for helping me order these wigs (i bought two) She's really patient and her services efficient. The wigs are sooooo pretty! Although they drop quite abit of hair.. It looked really realistic! //molests wiggie It's pretty smooth too! And really lovely! (picture below) Also, I would like to thank Angel again because I arrived WAY EARLIER than the meetup time and she was still okay with meeting me at that time! ;w; Im so grateful! Thank you so much! Definitely will order from you again!

Overall I rate: 8/10

Alright this is all for today. Note that all these reviews are based on my POV. So it may be not be a fair source because it doesnt account for the 2 parties's POV. Alright, kudos!

Meri

WADDUP GUYS

TOMORROW IS MY LAST PAPER WOOHOO //throws confetti HEOKHEOKHEOK HURRAY! Immediately after my paper im gonna collect my costumes and maybe... MAYBEEEE i might do a costume test (if im not lazy!) HURRAY! It will also signify the start of my at-least-an-hour-of-exercise routine :D

Recently I've been reconnecting with my primary school friends, mainly with the 3 guys - Benben, melmel and clems! Haha the nicknames are adorable arent they! As usual, Im the shortest among them HAHAHAH gosh :( I wish i can be alittle taller though.. My height of 158 isnt really considered puny but im still considered short :(

Thats it for today! Really lazy to type more HAHAHA.
psps. I'll start updating UB soon, and i took down LOASS because I wanted to concentrate on UB. Kay bye guys!